Ah Eng

A special encounter.

2012-02-23T18:45:00.002+08:00

This was the first time i encounter in such situation.

It was during the time whereby my course-mate and I wondering around the bookstore searching for law books. Then my friend notice that there was one girl seemingly in rush searching for books as well, the thing is that the center button of that girl's shirt may had accidentally opened and she didnt realize it, some part of the inner-wear exposed. So, my friend was thinking, should we go and inform the girl on that matter. It was kinda silly because if we were to told the girl directly, she would had felt very embarrassing or maybe we will kena 'sepoh' on the face for overlooked at her.

After a few thought of it, we think it would be not good for that girl to keep going without realizing on the matter. This time i be the gentleman, since my friend were dilemma in doing that. So, i took out my phone and typed a sentence, ' There's problem with your shirt ', and approach the girl showing her the message. She were shock for a moment and faster check with her shirt, and leave with haste after the button up... Well, she did thanks me for that ;)

I think i had done a good deed .... LOL

Life's back @ UUM, sintok, KEDAH

2012-02-18T23:29:00.002+08:00

Oh my... time flies and here i am again in Uni aka jungle.

4am i reached Uni with hungry stomach, but none else could provide this services.

Its kinda a not-good-luck in this first day,

the broken door locked myself in the new room at the first entry-.-

Is this a unwelcome sign from the room ?

As said, its a broken door, u cant even close it because it will eventually lock u in within.

Spent the first night there alone with anxiety....

Not to mention that without the door locked, there's maybe intruders from outside

and therefore it will be very insecure for myself as well the belongings.

The worst is, the room give me a kinda creepy atmosphere...

Its was during the night alone, there's until one extend that i think the room is haunted !

I heard noise, i felt the chilled atmosphere, i felt the disturbed within my mind ...

Im tired yet restless, i must not lock the door nonetheless,

even i'd locked myself in within the room, i could ease from outside insecurity,

but what if anything happen inside the room ?

It will take times to unlock the broken door...

What's if the room really haunted and disturbed,

and i locked inside at the middle of the night ?

My thought and feeling really disturbed at this night !

To overcome the helpless feeling, i seek solution within myself.

I heat up myself doing push-up, sit-up and punching !

then i read some mind-books, to strengthen my mind and stable my thought.

Managed to stable down my mind, and i could sleep in peace.

Thing getting better now, my roommate are here now and im at ease.

*I think i need more mind practice, to gain the power of 'mushin' and courage.

A dream to catch @ future !

2012-02-14T22:34:00.002+08:00

Just another day of reminisce with my buddies - Willie and KL.

I spoke out my thought regarding owning a sport bike !

Somehow, it do catch the interest of my friend KL too, as well ignite his desire.

As we were speaking on future working days, then come to a point concerning on traffic.

I said, if i were to work at PJ or KL area, i would rather riding a bike than a car !

Instead of wasting hours in the traffic twice or more per days,

bike riding could be really convenient as well void the traffic.

And too, speaking of ROTI ( Return On Time Investment ),

if you were to waste 2hours before work and 2 hour after work,

it would be a really bad investment as you may see =)

You could had void the traffic and safe your time,

the spare time could be use for betterment, thus time could spend more efficiently.

We had set one mutual goal to achieve at the near future,

We will own a sport bike which at least above 500c.c ,

and ROAR the road together !

*PS: the first step is, get our ass a 'B' license first @.@

另一段新的故事要开始了！

2012-02-12T22:35:00.002+08:00

本以为一个普通的约会，却点燃了惜日的感觉，

还是说，这份感觉不曾被遗忘过，

只是酱久以来自己压抑自己不去记得罢了。

一句突来的对白，就把这份压抑给破掉了，

毫无犹豫，我的下意识就帮我回答了，

［要！］

三年后的今天，这是我最期待的答案，

压抑没了，打从心底我笑了，

因为那不能习惯的习惯，又可以再习惯了！

这启事着，我人生的另一段故事要开始了。

＊我会好好的守护这份再来的缘。

突来的 ‘那些年’ FEEL !

2012-02-10T00:15:00.002+08:00

刚读完九把刀的’那些年，我们一起追的女孩‘，当让也随着’那些年‘的感觉一涌而上！

先声说明，我可不是在跟风，看完了戏剧就一面的说‘那些年’啊。。。

我可没看过那戏剧，而是读了原装原味的那本小说（不是小说，而是九把刀的青春！）。

刚读完，难免的会一直回想到那深刻的故事内容及情节，

让后又一直连想到自己的‘那些年’！太回味了，赞～

话说回来，今天刚巧在面子书看到朋友分享了国小六年级的纪念册，里面也附加上了贴名。

真让我兴奋不已，看到许多国小六的同班朋友的面子书名～

不用说多，当然就是快点加完全部再一个个去看他／她们的面子书。

实在的，真的是变太多了，有的我也认不出了。。。

也顺便看看她／他们的状况，在搞着什么等等

有的进了本地大学，有的进了私立大学，

有的交了男／女朋友，有的变的好美／好帅，

有的甚至到了日本念书，在那享受那边的风土人情（真的很羡慕这个）。

然后，也跟了几位故友聊了几句（多是女生）。

想当年，我那敢当面跟她们开口聊天，顶多是说说两句吧了，

但多年后的今天，在面子书里我主动找她们闲聊了，

我也很自然得和她们沟通，不象以前酱害臊了！

真得很开心，和这些老同学闲聊互相说说彼此得现状，很有‘那些年’得感觉！

As life goes

2012-02-09T00:14:00.002+08:00

Recently been the the novel 'you are the apple of my eyes', written by Giddens.

I didnt manage to catch up the showing at Cinema, so i read the novel instead.

I found myself indulge in this book very much, and as well nostalgia of the past.

As i reading through the novel chapter by chapter, i realize lots of nostalgia thing.

The value-ness of the brotherhood and friendship,

The little sweet moment we found when we fall for someone during school life,

The crazy act when we trying to get attention from the girl we falling at,

The irreplaceable coincidence moment when there's only you and she at,

The frustrating yet excited process of secretly loving your crush,

The sweet and sour process of love waiting,

The fluctuated mood swing from even the small little act nor words from your crush,

and lots more ~

As i been reading through it, i knew it, i had it all too !

Perhaps 10 years later when i looking back my school life,

proudly i could say, my school life is such a colorful mix- TASTE !!!

Affection

2012-02-04T11:49:00.002+08:00

I thought the recent past wont affect me much after some times,

Out of expected it DID...

I silenced for moment and the mood getting deep down,

Well, soon after that, I realized,

Things happened and goes at the way it should be,

and i guess its the Best of all as such this outcome.

I'm relief soon after,

God Bless it.

Resolution

2012-01-31T11:55:00.002+08:00

Here goes another of a CNY, been having really good times with family.

Spent almost all the times with families members and too some friends gathering.

Soon enough, CNY are coming to an end, and hoping for the next reunion !

Same goes every years, we will be setting up a 'Kong Ming' Lantern and sent up sky,

and every one would write the wishes on it hoping that the wish would came true.

Recent years, i were in Dilemma, what wishes or resolution that i want ?

I didn't wish for Prosperity, as it will come eventually thru hardwork.

I didn't wish for Love, as i haven't settle down my thought from the pass.

I didn't wish for Good Result, as its yet again a fruit from equivalent hardwork.

So,

I'd wish for Health, as its not something that you can predict and void from sickness.

I'd wish for safety, as life have too many occurrences that may put you into threat.

I'd wish for moderation, as it may bring you calm and peace.

Yet, i still in dilemma, im unsure of my resolution, what's my aims and targets,

without these, i'd find myself wasted my life achieving nothing !

Hereby i setting my resolution,

Study investment and increase my investment portfolio
Expand my Network, get out of life and get alive
Commitment and achievement in SIFE
Getting a 'B' motor license
Getting a Life Saver license
Strive for First Honors in Studies

These resolution will be my directive in this whole new year,

And slowly, i will and eventually discover what's my Dream is !

End of Sem 1.

2012-01-15T11:53:00.003+08:00

Finally, the final exam for sem 1 had come to an end.

Well, im not really been through a very stressful period but not relax either.

But during the last paper, it was the Statistic, my rival -.-

Had quite some hard time to cope with the paper, and nothing like the rest of the paper im taking. The paper was tough, and im not prepare well. Theoretically i had understand all the syllabus theory, but when it came into application, im lost ! What's the blame, is that i revise this subject very last minute and only manage to cover the all the needed theory in the syllabus and done only few exercise which later on affect very much on my understanding of the theory when come to application.

The good new is that, i'd score quite a high carry marks for this paper, so wont afraid too much.

Sadly to say, this sem i couldn't achieved the life saver test, the test been postponed to a later date which by the time i would had already back in KL. Anyhow, for my current level, its still yet a 100% sure pass on the test, need to train more!

Tonight will be depart back to KL, beforehand i must clear out everything in my room.

Why is there so much thing to clear ? having a hard time doing it -.-

Slept at 6.10am today, never been that late slept before....

All paper clear!

Messed up clock!

2012-01-04T02:37:00.002+08:00

Oh my ... at this time around, im still very much awake !

After 3 days of consequently papers, my biology clock had totally messed up...

2 days i slept at 4am, the others 2 i slept around 11pm or 12 am ....

I think its really unhealthy, staying up night to rush the unfinished studies,

But for the Final exam sake, it is what had to be done.

As in today, 3 papers had finished, felt a sudden relieved ~

Day after tml, there will be another 2 days of consequently paper...

Then another 6 days, 2 more papers ....

Then I could back to Hometown ! I wished that so much...

Cant wait to go home and celebrate CNY with my dearest families !

The feeling of holiday started to emerging, and overwhelm ~

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Speaking of which, regarding the exam.... So far so good perhaps =)

Yes, indeed im kinda last minutes study.. but i had confidence, and always had ~

I had received quite some tips info, but nevertheless, i do believe that,

setting a solid foundation hard before going for tips is much more steady...

And i think this way are very much practical, which i'd wont frown over

the question paper whenever it pop-out some new question other than tips .

And this is my first post in 2012 .... what the fun .....

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Something to share, my bro had done some 'meme' for laughter ~

Enjoyed and smile =)

My 2011.

2011-12-30T17:31:00.005+08:00

Well, everyone started to write on they year end review/summary in this last few days of 2011. What's more, so do I! Its a norm la ppl, you live your life, and only you could rate yourself how well you had done so far. Alright, getting start now...

This year, i may not had a very good start, but at least i didn't end very worst too.

Beginning of the year, im still suffered pain from a fruitless relationship, and too lost a dearest family member ( MILO ). But later on, im back on track living life normally again.

The year start with a fortune lot said : ' Needless to pray too much over things that you want, because everything have its destiny. If ask on career, success only comes to those whom prepared. If ask love, the bond would easily made if both side are keen to each others. ' Really, the lot had said it all right. I wish very much to enter University of Malaya, but its destiny is that i would goes to University Utara Malaysia; Career or not, but im sure this year i do had quite some achievement in both working and study as well. As for love, i had found one, but couldn't last long, it just another sad story of the year.

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First thing to mention, my Life in TESCO hq as Leasing Assistant.

I kick start my real time working experience in Tesco HQ.

From interview till start of working, learning and learning always.

Ppl comes and goes rapidly in big corporate company,

in a short 8 months of service, i saw alot of things and ppl.

Proudly to say, the Leasing Team in Tesco HQ, they are super multitasker,

workaholic and profesional as well ~

Through the process, i really learnt alot, and used to the corporate environment.

Engaging the tenants, made my network expand and social skills improve.

Even till now, when somebody wan to lease a shop in Tesco Scott Garden,

they will probably called to me because my phone number already spread there.

Kinda proud with the achievement, though it just a small one ;)

My working desk.

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Second up, would be my another drastic change in my life.

I believe everyone has it own Destiny to pursue.

My destiny that i would be assigned to UUM already hints to me in the early time.

I had always believed that i would be getting in UM just like my sibling,

but i will always be the different one from them.

Beforehand, i had no idea what is UUM and where it is too.

But the Destiny already had me passed by this place once,

it was during my first trip to Thailand with my family in the beginning of the year.

My Uni are very near the Kastam Border (Bukit Kayu Hitam), around a 15min car drive.

Which mean with the passport, i can everyday go abroad for lunch if i want to.

At first i were sad, being sent to this far- forsaken like of a place,

and nothing like a city, more or likes a jungle perhaps...

But this thought were so wrong, i found this place is such a good place,

serve very well for a campus life and for a University student.

It may not had the entertainment of like-City, but it filled with tons of facilities.

Swimming pool, sport center, Go-Kart race ground, Equine, archery, GOLF etc

just like a vacation kind of place if you think of it alike.

Besides, considering its Geography location,

is very near to Thailand (15min) and Langkawi (45min),

very much a convenient to travel to these famous traveling spot !

In its core, life's never dull in Uni here upon your choice.

How you want your life to be, everything is on your grasp.

You can choose not to join anything, stay within the room,

watching movie, playing game, hang out with friend and usual study.

Or you pick the different route, join whatever seem to be in favor of your interest.

And you might your life started to busy everyday, but contented as well.

All depends on what you wanna to achieve in your once in lifetime Uni life !

This 2011, i had been thinking of one thing, which is ' Live Life '.

Ever since having in this concept in my mind, i been seeking ways,

to live a more worthy life, more sociable, more challenging, and more enjoyable etc

Therefore, im eager to try more new things than the before me.

Its the Destiny that put me in this place, therefore i shall strive for betterment here.

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Err.... i'd have a lot more to write on my 2011 journey,

too bad that in the eve of New year, i gotta study hard for my final exam.

And tml will be my very first final paper in Uni, wish me luck ppl !

Last but not least, this 2011 is really a year that Destiny putted me on trial,

the start and the end may not seemingly very good, but the process is the matters,

I had learnt to accept the facts, experience the past and challenge my Destiny all along!

'If 2012 is the End of the World, i would wish i'd be the survivor to witness till the ENd'

A New Family

2011-12-28T00:18:00.002+08:00

Im glad that I found it, another new family,

In here, In UUM, which is SIFE UUM.

Recalled that i joined this club/organization to buckle myself,

with more skills, network and knowledge by learning in there.

As times goes on, i realize, this is not just a standing ground for me to learn,

but its a new family here.

Everyone are very proactive and friendly as well.

When it comes to play, they play like crazy and mingle around everyone,

when it comes to work, they are real professional and workaholic!

No matter its senior nor the 1st sem junior, they just seemingly the same,

they can mingle around and play hard like crazy.

Yesterday i may not knew them, either do they,

and at the second, they already start calling your name, like very close.

This is what i loved about them, everyone just like a big family.

Guess what, im really felt blessed to have joined in this big family,

when everyone start recognize you, that's where the joy began.

Im such a lucky bastard, its my destiny as well to be in part of it,

last but not least, I LOVE 'EM.

Piece of my mind

2011-12-27T03:08:00.002+08:00

Now i'm clear

the feeling that i once had

is the most precious and valuable.

None could replace nor regain

Between Love and Like

Now i know,

She's I truly Loved once,

and

the other She's I liked once.

There's are difference.

Now i recall back the feeling,

although its a memories that i'd rather forget,

but every little things had crave in within

Its not hurt, but rather a nostalgia

that i once previous, very much in my life.

The feeling that i once lost,

I missed it.

I wish i could had find it, again.

But its impossible,

the First never come twice as in life,

because its the most precious.

Now, i'd find myself Loveless, because the feeling would never come back.

Youth Defined : Shape our future

2011-12-22T15:34:00.005+08:00

Omg... im too lazy to update this piece of blog,

but i think it did be worthy to blog about this event that i had join.

' Youth Defined: Shape Our Future '

As i mentioned before, its a busy week all along and i crack out all the time,

arrange it so that i could go for this event, guess what it did goes well =)

I had my assignment and presentation all done beforehand

so that i could skipped my class in peace and to this event as well.

Here it goes.

The venue held at the famous Golden Horse Palace, KL for 3D2N workshop.

Its actually a Government program that set to let the Youth understand more about

the Government GTP and ETP and nevertheless, to gather our ideas !

Most of the time, ppl always complaint that, the government should do this and that,

or how the government should do to resolve some particular problems.

But out of all, it just a mere talk, no action.

Therefore, through this program, the government wanna the Youth to understand more,

and then generate more idea from we Youth as another sources to improve the country.

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Enough of the introduction ;)

Its really a tiring trips, the first night, we slept at 2am and the second night, 5AM !!!

Joining the event, we got to follow the schedule of the workshop,

and by the time we did finish the workshop session, its already late night.

Never to forget our purpose here, we are here to raise funding for our project.

Therefore, we used the time after the workshop, to do meeting and as well

the preparation for our project pitching.

We couldn't had enough of sleep in spite that we are in the 6 star hotel,

the run are really running out.. but we did enjoy it very well =)

During the workshop, we could meet lots of awesome youth there !

They may seem young, but they are intelligent, outspoken and outstanding as well.

I meet quite a few of them, they were just same like me, a Uni student,

some of them are the co-founder of somewhat fitness agency, travel agency,

event organiser, new club founder in Uni, youth ambassador of UNESCO etc..

They were simply awesome and inspiring for its achievement at this young age.

When networking carries out there, you'd get to know these awesome ppl.

Their thought may somehow inspire you, some ideas that come across you,

are really mind-waking as you never had realize or thought before !

Beside, the workshop are really WORKS ... lol

We split into groups and assigned a title which involve on the NKEA and NKRA.

At there, we will undergoes bran-storming to create a creative workable ideas

to improve the current system. Noted that the ideas must be practical as well.

And the idea must be NEW, and never been carried out before.

We planned our Focus Key area then develop ideas for improvement.

Within the ideas, we must plan what's kind of projects have to be done

so that the idea will come into realization.

And at last, the report produce from our ideas, will handed to the PM

during the grand dinner session in the last day.

* Well, i dont really think 'he' will read the reports, and might as well already in the recycle bin.

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Pictures time.

Project pitching team.

All the races really mixed there and integrate well, true spirit of 1 Malaysia

All out full formal during the grand dinner night

with PM ... lol ... nothing to proud of ....

swimming Trial 3

2011-12-14T22:04:00.003+08:00

After coming back from Youth Defined, feeling like a swing in mood~

From a 6 star hotel in KL to Dewan Penginapan Pelajar, Sintok ..... LoL

But nevertheless, must continue back the usual routine.

After stop swimming for a few day due to the occupied event,

feeling like missing the swimming pool so much !

And good news for today, i had done a 200m breast-stroke swim in one go !

another 200 more ;) Gotta train harder boy !

Busy week + Big TIme !

2011-12-08T21:46:00.003+08:00

Its the Big Time, people !

This week been kind of unusual, blasted with assignment, exam and presentation are kinda like normal stuff hereon. What so special is that, the BIG TIME is coming ~

Im actually quite excited over it.

Its really a sudden pop-out opportunity that its either take or gone,

I received a call from my Project Director last week mentioning on this event,

that time were around 11.15pm, if i were wanted to join that event,

i got to hurried register it via online, which dateline would be exactly 11.59!

And the rush was that im not around my room, and attending some Uni Culture night.

What the Hell i said, then i made up my mind to take the offer,

as this kind of offer is not always around, then i quit the event and ran back like madman.

The registration was done in time.

Here goes the event, Youth Defined: shape our future workshop.

It would be held at the famous palace of golden horse hotel,

I been visit to there once during my childhood, not a stay but a tour.

Now, i had got the opportunity, to be there again,

Stay for 3D2N for totally free and food provided,

And transportation are sponsor as well, i just need to make myself available,

That's it !

Well, back to business, its not honeymoon tour-like trip,

but a event of learning, networking and YOUTH as well.

At first i thought it just a mere workshop, but i'm wrong.

After a meeting brief on the event, the stress are gaining up!

This trip is important, as it is a chance to get funding for our project.

We represented SIFE UUM to attend this event and going to promote our project.

As in the event alone, lots of corporate man will be there,

networking must be done there and as well the project pitching session,

we must present our project and convince the crowd,

that's it is a worthy project and to be Fund of .

Therefore, this trip is more like a journey to get funding for our project.

Due to last min information, we must settle up things real quick.

We need to tally our information, prepared a impact slide and proposal as well!

Gotta spare out lots of time for meeting and discussion.

Hopes it can getting done soon.

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Actually i found myself satisfies and enjoyable within this mist of busyness.

It seem that i'm heading towards a right direction, doing things i like.

I telling myself, even its restless and stress, but must never forget to ENJOY,

enjoy the moment, as it is LIFE !

Ah, forget to mention, i never stop swimming all this while even though im busy.

I still manage to plan out the time for the swimming session.

Guess my effort start to pay off, now i could swim 100m breast-stroke in one go,

and better still i had done it multiple times. Its quite an improvement.

Good to Go, I can do it.

Swimming Trial 2

2011-12-01T13:05:00.002+08:00

Already consequently 4 days i had practice swimming.

Still the same, practice breast-stroke for real lot!

There's something wrong with my timing and technique,

gotta practice and practice again~

One good things is that 50 meters in one go i finally did it !

Gotta push and push again, next up must at least 100m !

Start to feel the pressure are coming in,

because the performance aint going better and kinda slow,

so far if were to pass the test, it will be impossible for the current state.

A thought of feeling down and giving up are upon me,

but nevertheless i must resist the thought,

its something new that i must start from zero ground and conquer it.

I cant live in fear of trying, the fear of water, the fear of failure,

therefore, must brace up and stay strong, fight through it.

* Feeling touch when ytd skype with grandma with sis help,

grandma recently been not quite good in health,

hopes she will be getting better and fine soon. ~ All is well~

Swimming Trial 1

2011-11-28T23:32:00.002+08:00

The training kick start at today.

Meet my instructor ( a sem 5 senior ), its a good start.

Kinda embarrassed, i did actually dunno of of many thing

I just know on free-stroke, the rest like breast stroke, totally out ~

So, today first lesson - Breast stroke training.

Its really tiring, got to learn something from ground zero.

But its a good start, had learned the correct technique,

now 25 meter x 2 is okay okay already....

Tml, going to train again, and im going to done 50m in one go !

Step by step, i must do it !

mission IMpossible !!!

2011-11-22T22:29:00.002+08:00

Alot of things happened since i back to uni from the mid sem break.

Tons of assignment need to catch up and even exam + quiz.

The calendar of mine are just fully scratched ~

Recalled that i mentioned that i had joined the swim club life-guard trainning.

Today is the day for the general meeting, and i finally had a grasp on it.

Its really a mission IMpossible !

They brief us detail regarding the life guard training as well as the Test,

let me disclose some of the Test part :

swim 400 meter non-stop with free-stroke within 10 mins. ( that mean go forth and back the standard pool 8 TIMES !!! )
100m toll and saved within 3 min, ( which is swim 50 meter till the end of the pool and toll the drown ppl back 50 meter and within 3 mins somemore! )
and some others i couldnt had remember as im already shock with the first two task.
AND the other shocking part is that the test will be at next month ( 1 month time, LOL ? )

Holy cow, maybe i joined the wrong training, LOL~

I had never complete a 50 meter swim, and now im going to do 400m

which is 8 times from my usual ability....

BUT, as the title goes, IMpossible !

It just had one month time before the test,

there'll be lots of effort need to be put in,

I need to pump up my stamina,

I need to cut down my body excess weight,

I need to strength my body muscle,

I need to learn more correct swim technique !!!

Im gonna be insane, but im excited ;)

will take this opportunity to train back myself~

I bet there'll be tiring day to come, gotta discipline up.

31 October 2011

2011-10-31T20:50:00.005+08:00

Quite a fine day for me.

Early morning have joined my bro to breakfast at Subway- Tesco Kepong.

Its a delight enjoying chicken slice egg in parmesan oregano sandwich

with additional bacon slice and bbq+ Thousand island sources ~

Next up is lunch appointment with ex-Colleague from Tesco.

Meet up with Lili, Sharon, Krystal and Zenia.

We had lunch in a Korean Restaurant at DPC.

Feel good to have meet them again and have a chat or two with them.

Standard Korean cuisine ;)

After the lunch, we take a tea time session at coffee bean.

I order a White chocolate latte.

Its been long since i drank such an exorbitant price out of a coffee.

3 glasses of coffee cost up to RM40+,

that could be my meal for 4 days back in UUM.

Sound like a cheaper, am I ?

Well, I dont denied it cause living in UUM, Kedah,

the living cost is just very low as compared to KL.

Soon after that, have a appointment with Katherine.

A Regional Manager from Gbizone.

Have some chatter, it had quite motivated me.

Realizing there is a potential market in the particular place,

making me wonder how to start up in the place.

And my best fren just came across the mind,

I decided to approach him,

hopes he wont take the wrong idea from my approach.

Just another piece of life

2011-10-29T23:28:00.002+08:00

Well, so much happening lately, i wish i could have had write it all out.

its the mix of sad, busy, as well as happiness, because this is life as we speak.

About the sad thing, i dont think i will write it out.

Its an unfulfilled promises, or rather a given up promises.

How i wish to have hold it till the very end, but it just didnt turn out right.

I had grown, i see things in bigger picture,

letting things go from your grip, even though reluctantly,

but you'll did earn something back in return, that's life.

Thus, i didnt question much, stay firm and continue live life.

I'd figured what i've earn in return, or should said is that i never had realize up till now.

The valuable FAMILY LOVE.

They are the one that care me the most,

they just wont let me feel the loneliness of going through birthday alone

and in somewhere far in distance.

They had did so much more for me, cares me and cheers me.

I will appreciated every moment with them, make my time out

prioritize for them, as their are irreplaceable.

Thanks to the disincentive from the encounter,

my thought have start to change,

I'll be start changing, from passive to active,

I'll change the current life style, seeking an outgoing and sociable lifestyle,

I'll will live better, live happier, and strive furthest !

Life's Changing.

2011-10-13T11:47:00.002+08:00

Hey there, let's straight to the topic ;-)

I decided to change my current slacking uni life.

Other than the assignments and classes which have consumed majority of the time,

but the rest of the time i do find myself quite slacking and carefree.

To make myself more BUSY, i taken up several clubs and event.

I joined SIFE (student in free enterprise).

It was just yesterday, i drop by their interviewed session for post in major project.

I choose to joined in a Project called ' NEDPRO '.

This project is the famous among the other project

as this project main objective is to help those small capital entrepreneur business to growth.

Meaning that the committee will act as a consultant team to develop the said business.

Overall the job scoop diverse into few which are secretaries, financing, Public relation, marketing as well as Logistic. This project do trigger my interest.

I think this will be a very valuable experience if im accepted in the project.

I wanna see what's my capability and how far i can reach.

In Uni, i wanna take up something different too.

I joined the swimming club as well as sign up for the Life-Guard course.

This is way too fresh to my as i never thought that in my life i could be doing something like 'life-guard' ? i'm excited =)

Other than that, i joined '24 festive Drum' too !

Frankly, i had not even heard about this before, and im definitely noob in music thing.

Somehow, i followed my friend to join this as well.

For the first time, im learning about the music rhythm and about traditional drum.

It is really fun and im kinda enjoy it too.

Coming up next is that, I start my first join-venture business.

This happened way too sudden as well, just somehow the timing are right

and with the common interest ppl provided with given opportunity.

It was with my course mate as well as residence mate, we joined-venture.

We invest a small amount of capital, we kick-start our first ever e-commerce.

Im not mentioning those online business as in like Facebook,we kick start the platform with a E-commerce company called- Gbizone. Gbizone will act as a virtual shopping complex, whereby we are the tenant that leased the lot from within the complex. They will do the marketing part, advertising to the public as well as provide service to us- tenant in term of payment gateway, delivery, customer-services etc. Their marketing plan sound interesting to me as well. Thus, now together with my partner, we will start cracking our brain for ideas to develop our business.

I guess im insane out of sudden cause having myself joined in several clubs and activities altogether. I bet there will be tiring days to come, but nevertheless, its about the Uni life as we speak, which only once in a lifetime, let's live it to the fullest and dont let it stop. Keep going further and you will know how far you can reach !

untitle

2011-09-29T11:51:00.001+08:00

Im not in good mood,really... but an ice-cream do make up to me for a lil bit =)

Time to Grow up

2011-09-23T09:12:00.002+08:00

Its time to Grow up.

Its the Recession period whereby problems will come along.

Grab a hold on it and last through the Recession.

Can you make it or will you give up ?

Giving up will never be my choice.

Its time for Real Deal, although we shall keep low

but we must never forget to maintain.

Simple or extraordinary Life

2011-09-18T15:00:00.002+08:00

Suddenly im in serious mood.

As the topic state, simple or extraordinary Life.

Which one will you choose ?

What is your definition of happiness in the way of pursue life ?

How to find the balance way in both of contradiction ?

There are Great ppl, living extraordinary life doing extraordinary thing.

They often have thinking which out of the norm,

using all their might pursue to the desire achievement.

And oftenly, the road not taken.

What's about the simple life which live in by those un-extraordinary being ?

Are they a destined follower ?

Follower of norm, thought , life and etc

Doing the exactly which the others are doing,

of course, its the road taken.

Too, there are normal being trying to be extraordinary by doing out of the way.

Thinking out of the way and striving the best to be different.

Changes the way it is.

So which one are you ?

I would said, there are indifferent between all these.

Neither its Extraordinary , Simple nor trying to be extraordinary.

Ppl tends to live the way they like and doing the things they love.

For ppl who are contented, they will choose the remain the current.

Vice-Versa, dissatisfaction will lead to Changes.

To change, ppl will doing the way out of the norm,

which are extraordinary in order to alter the current.

Nonetheless, on the way while pursue-ing the right and desire life of ours,

must never to forget the journey we took and experience we through,

Ppl around us whom we care and cherish for us always.

Too, we must not forget who we are,

the Principal we are up-holding,

and most important is that, Never to regret on the road chosen.

* Sorry for the blabbing, it just suddenly come into thinking.

Day trip to Alor Setar.

2011-09-18T12:45:00.005+08:00

Since the starting of Uni life, have been trap within the Uni compound for 2 weeks.

Now finally could break free for just a lil bit.

I had decided to join in my senior's day trip to Alor Setar at this Saturday.

They had rent a car for a day, - cost RM 110, A proton Gen2.

Actually i think it didnt worth the price as it seem that the car had been quite some time havent been to services and in overall the car is just suck because didnt taken good care of.

Anyhow, it will be our transport of the Day.

Around 1pm we start off from UUM to Changloon.

We had our lunch eating chicken / Cha Siew rice.

God bless i could finally had a taste of pork ever since i joined in the Uni.

About the Chicken/Pork Rice we order, though its not that special,

or just perhaps i had long absent of the taste of pork, i feel great =D

One type of meat with rice will cost around RM 3.30, add-on other meat will become Rm4.

After the stomach filled, we start off the journey heading Jitra first.

We dropped by Jitra Mall awhile hoping for Cinema tix purchased,

but due to the timing aint right, we changed our location to Alor Setar Mall.

We will had our movie there.

Reached Alor Setar Mall, Pacific.

I think that Mall are approximately a 10k mall or more.

Feeling good to step in a crowded mall again, very lifely.

Though that Kedah would be a very Malay town, but not as i had seen.

The mall crowd mix is quite balance though,

i did saw Chinese youngster hanging around the mall, with friends nor couple.

And some are Pretty too ! but none of my business though... haha

We bought movie tix - Nasi Lemak 2.0 !

I had really wanna watch this movie for quite some time.

Rumuor said that this Movie of Namewee production contain racisms issues.

Yes indeed, at the very first part of the movie i did felt the issues there,

but i think the scene is necessary enough to show the flow of the movie.

Just like usual movie flow, ' From a bad guys to a good guys '.

There's a changes in the end, which had emphasize the racial harmony.

Anyhow, its a must see movie, go grab your tix with popcorn and ENJOY =)

We had our 'after lunch/before dinner' meal at outside the Alor Setar Mall.

The food court there had surprise me enough.

As i figuring out which food should i order, and i found something...

the PRICE !!!

I felt like i had gone back to 10-15 years KL.

All the food price there are just approximately RM 2.40 to RM 2.60,

which is half the price compared to KL.

Let the picture do the talking.

Lum Mee , RM 2.50

Loh Mee, RM 2.40

We then had our shopping-spree inside the Mall Supermarket.

At first i didnt take thought of purchasing anything,

seeing those senior grabbing the goods all they can to stock up in their room,

finally im affected and doing the same, i bought quite some of the daily use stuff,

mostly - FOOD...

After enjoyed the Nasi Lemak 2.0, we headed back to Jitra and had our dinner there.

KFC is the destination. We do order take away for our friends there in Uni.

Back into Uni, and that's the end of the journey.

* For a slight moment while in the Mall, i had forgot that im current living in a Campus.

UUM Life Start

2011-09-13T08:54:00.003+08:00

Its exactly 1 week i had reached UUM here.

The life had changed ever since then, more new things and environment to accept.

I been through a short orientation of 4 days.

And im lucky enough to be in a DPP that less-torture to the Freshies.

Just that one day i could barely had a sleep time of <2 hours only, that's the torturous part.

And now the orientation is over, the real uni life started.

One to to mention is that in UUM here, Friday and Saturday are holidays,

and Sunday will be normal study days, its a norm that i must get used to.

For all these year, i had feel the best day of holiday in Sunday,

now that the Blue Monday had change in place to Sunday.

I Dont really get used to it.

Another thing is, UUM is awesomely huge, a total of 1061 hector and 17.5km perimeter.

To attend classes, you will require to ride the In-Uni bus services.

The bus service were kinda efficient too, bus reached approximately every 5mins.

But so far for what i had seen, yes its indeed 5 mins interval time,

but in morning only. If you could wake up earlier and wait the bus,

there would be not a problem.

As for afternoon, after everyone class finished, and everyone cramp at the Bus stop.

Somehow the bus do come late during this peak time and sardine-cramp within the bus are so expected.

Felt the difference between High school study and Uni study.

Its a totally different matter.

In high school, Grabbing to your text book and your flying color result are ensure.

But not in Uni life,

there are varies like credit hours, ko-k, coursework, assignment etc

as well as the who's the 'lecturer' do take into account.

Class starting soon, i guess i had to go prepared myself,

will be update the post again.---To be continue.

Its a childhood dream

2011-09-05T11:33:00.002+08:00

Its a childhood dream that going to come true !

When we were small, we will be dreaming that ,

someday we will be getting into a University and being call as ' Uni student/Da xue Shen'.

Now its no longer a dream, for tml im going into University already.

And will be officially call as a ' post-graduate student / Da xue Shen '.

I should be grateful that hard work from all these years do work out,

and brought me posting in a local Uni studying the desire course of mine.

Shouldn't i be more proud of myself ? because i didn't feel anything up to the moment.

From UPSR - PMR - SPM, then getting myself into form 6,

going through tough time encounter the STPM,

and now the fruit is here- getting into a Local Uni.

Thanks for everything from my friends and family, especially Parents,

Their support is the most crucial for who I am today.

Looking my Sibling getting into Uni one after another,

it do inspire me to fight harder so that i could enter into Uni too.

I had been always wonder what it's look like to be in a Uni life,

Guess i should be able to get a grasp of it starting tml !

And its a new start as well as another stage in life too,

you can be a whole new self getting reborn at there, if u wan to.

I think its too a changing stage in your life,

whereby you'll experience new things and experiences,

encounter people from different places and culture as well.

Change in term of personality, maturity-thinking, socialize and attitude.

Nevertheless i do hopes the changes will be in a positive ways,

and mould me into a better man.

I had and always have believe that, i will have a bright future, be someone that outstanding and success ! and i do expect the tough road ahead are awaiting me. GodSpeed.

Saturday ( 3/9/2011 )

2011-09-03T12:58:00.002+08:00

Attend Tkd General class today, Guess it will be the last for this coming recent time.

Soon, next Tuesday i will be leave KL to Kedah to pursue Tertiary Study.

As this will be the last before i leave, i do take along my Sparring Vest for returning.

Coincidently today is the sparring day for the class.

Maybe destine for me to have a round Spar before leaving? haha

I do have alot fun just now, had spar with Kar Lap and with few juniors,

they really improve alot !

And the after-effect is that, my left arm and right leg got swollen pain ~.~

Even now i walk, feel imbalance xp

But that's a nice feel, long been i had felt that pain of sweat !

Nostalgic memory to recall for those day, we, the Team to enrolled fully in training=D

The sweat, pain, relationship and teamwork, are the most unforgettable.

TripSs~

2011-08-31T10:29:00.005+08:00

Hey yo, finally here for a post.

Past this two week holidays of mine, been went for two trips ~

One is Penang makan-makan trip and too PD family trip.

These trips are 2 days 1 night vacation.

Let's mention bits for the Penang trip.

As its the makan-makan trip, 6-7 meals per day is a must!

Time is short, and there are too much local delight to try on,

we make our pace to each favorite location and order the specific recommended foods only!

the stomach will never been hungry, hoops on from location to location,

tasty foods are all along ~

* Siam road cha kuey tiao, Chulia road Oyster fried, ah hock Wan tan mee, BM duck egg cha kuey tiao, ipoh hor fun etc ~ all are the best local delight =D

We stay at the Chulia's Heritage Hotel,

though its just a budget hotel, but the accommodation there is just fine.

The interior design theme is pure white in colour,

seemingly bring out the luxury kind of feel - a nice place to stay.

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Next's up, PD trip.

This is absolutely not a food-hunting trip, but a relaxing luxury vacation~

Cause we stay in a 5-star hotel - Grand Lexis Hotel.

Which cost RM500++ per night for a room consist of:

2 Deluxe King Size bed
32inch Lcd
small kitchen/pantry
Toilet room with seperated shower room.
Most importantly is ---- PRIVATE POOL !
Breakfast and dinner buffet for 2 pax

The experience's enjoyment to live within the resort, Luxury !

I could just spend most of the time stay within the resort.

There's quite some out door activity within the resort,

Gym, Sauna, outdoor pool, archery,netball, football and bicycle renting etc

Same situation, its a 2 days one night trips, time's short.

I had just try on the outdoor swimming pool, renting a KMX and archery as well.

Most liking of mine is to dip in the private pool inside the room.

The silent environment and relax urself dipping in the pool.

As goes during the night, emerge yourself in the private pool looking up to the Starry Sky scenery with a beer beside you ~ Its the best thing ever !

Best for couple to have their Honey Moon there, damn romantic =D

Pictures time.

The surrounding view

Two King size Bed

The private pool of each room

The view from the private pool

Pool at the night =D

And this is my room private pool, isolated but privacy ~

The KMX that i rent to cycle around, RM20 per hour

At last really wanna thanks my family for the trip!

Quiet Saturday.

2011-08-20T15:22:00.003+08:00

Been slacking abit lately, didnt manage to update my blog.

Now is the time is 3.23pm Saturday, somehow i wake up from my short nap,

sitting infront of my desk doing nothing and the feel of blogging just right =)

Its indeed a quiet saturday, others than fb and youtube all along,

what else could be done ?

Revision ? nah, not my time yet xp

Play games ? not really interested other than PKO.

So .... just blogging for spending some times.

Finally, i cancel out my Celebrity fitness membership.

And its cause me an exorbitant penalty of RM 400.

Due to early terminating before the complete term.

Well, i guess i had to, even it do costly,

as i will be leaving soon, not for days nor weeks, its monthsss.

And i couldnt find any replacement any time sooner,

so its the best to terminating it before any cost coming in further.

The penalty had paid off, somehow i felt ease at the moment.

No longer worried on the problem.

Nonetheless, signing to a gym i hadnt regret on it.

this past 8 months with gym session,

i do cut of some weights and fitter than the last me.

I can wear smaller size cloth, more confident looking in appearance.

It will never be a wrong choice if you committed yourself in the exercise.

The contra happening.

2011-08-10T14:18:00.002+08:00

Now that its the 10th of August, life's free without working.

In this short 10 days, i experience the sweetest moment in my life, as if only in the dream i could get, too i had experience the trembles moment in my life.

Not to elaborate much, i will keep that to myself,

the best thing never come to you as free lunch,

i will accept whatever challenge came fore,

that's the rule.

Steadily i accept these challenge,

because i know its worthy doing so,

in the end it'd pay off well =)

Im a man of my words,

i will keep the promise i made.

My last day service in Tesco

2011-07-30T13:12:00.002+08:00

Well, finally its the day, a free man whom finished the 8-month contract with Tesco.
Its a mix feeling indeed, i wanna free from work to have more personal time,
but feeling reluctant to leave the company.

Yesterday will be a such memorable in my life journey.
Early in the morning, reaches office and saw my line manager back to KL here,
She supposed to busy-ing in opening store at Northern, but she's back =)
Same goes to another of the manager, he were supposed to be down to Southern for survey,
but he's here too ~

Had a breakfast session with my line's manager in SU' kitchen.
After the meal, we walk down the mall- she did ask me what present you want for your farewell ? She and the others member in the team had plan to give me a farewell present, asking me to choose. I didn't choose as i think what i did get in Tesco is already more than enough, lunch treat, souvenir etc all. Shouldn't received any more, really appreciated their kindness.

Back to office, have a short meeting and did the handover stuff.
Continue to have my last effort in completing the renewal thingy.
Well, it still wont finish any time sooner .

Glad that, team within the mall department did planned a farewell for me.
Its a lunch treat in -Gino's- a total of 10 person joined.
Have a wonderful Italian crusine this noon, and with a happy stomach.

Time seem passed real fast in this day, after lunch, soon it had come to near 5pm.
I have yet to write my farewell email, yet to talk to HR & yet to have last word one by one...
Then, there's goes another treat of Gloria Jean's coffee from my manager,
Oh my, it taste real good =)

After some farewell word to the others team member in Mall, and sent out the farewell communication, there goes im leaving TESCO !
Nothing seem so reluctant whenever i walk out, but i will miss the working place very much~

Next destination, another appointment for my farewell xp
With my Leasing team in 'Ecoba', its a pub indeed.
Nice venue, the decoration were just nice together with the background music.
Its my first time to even go inside a pub, another valuable experience =)

6pm - Happy Hour ! Lolz ....
We order 2 bucket of Beer and 2 pint of hoegarden in the first round.
Soon enough, all the beer being bottom up -.- with just 8 ppl.
It liquor were never enough it seem, another add on few glass of chivas+coke.
Fast enough, bottle up again.
This time, ordered a whole bottle of Chivas -.-
Everyone have to drink, they never seem to have problem to finish glass after glass.
Starting now, you can see that, all of them face were red and laugh like no buddy business... Guess im one of them too xp One of them are almost Ko-ed as the others push her drink one after another, and she end up sitting in the toilet =)

Feeling good and excited as this were my first time experience being in Pub*

Unexpected, there were second round -.-lll
They decided to go Darren Yang ( King's Confectionery CEO ) House for another drinking session. Darren were previously our Head of Leasing, so he are very close with the Team. Bought some ice and carbonated drink headed to the house. It is a Condominium, a very premier condominium. First time in my life seeing there are double storey unit within the condo. Kinda impress, the decoration and the surrounding were luxury, i can say. Rich guy with a rich house.

They start drinking at there again. And for me, lying in the sofa half-slept !
Being pulled over to have another half glass of liqour ..-.-
Keep my calm drinking by sip, while their still bottle up one after another.
Finally, everyone KO-ed lying on either the floor or the sofa have a short sleep.
Including me as well xp

Though they are like ' kaki mabuk' while drinking, but its kinda cute to see them speaking up nonsense to each other when drunk , its a very rare chances to see this scene as everyone were serious while in working.

Its really a memorable day for me, to be able to celebrating together with colleague and be in the pub for first time =)

Last one Week

2011-07-23T20:01:00.002+08:00

Oh my, its now coming to the final week im working in Tesco.

What will it be like ?

Will i be busy for entire week before the leave

or carefree through the time ?

Frankly speaking, ever since knowing the result of Uni,

my heart towards works are long-gone.

In even made mistake when sending email to Tenant..Oh my.

' We couldn't agreed with you on the reduction'

I mis-wrote to ' we could agreed with you on the reduction'.

It have a total different mean !

Lucky spot by my manager as he being CC-ed.

Fast fast reply back to close the error hole !

The past one week, though is quite un-passion in work,

but i still keep on my daily task and completing the never-ending task ~

Been quite some times recently, I joined my bunch of colleague out for lunch.

Lead by our EAT-Queen, bringing us everywhere with delicious food

to satisfies our taste bud ;)

but the price for it, my pocket got quite a hole ...

I felt blessed for im being appreciated there,

and not just a hi-bye contract worker.

I start to teach my main core task-Renewal, to the new staff.

Its a long process, coming to think of that,

i had make lots of lots of changes to the administration in Renewal,

and i could say its quite systematic and trackeable.

Though the process chain is somehow hassle abit,

but indeed i think its the best to keep all the renewal happening

up-to-date, in record, summary, follow up tracking etc

I had done quite some thing~

lucky im not go there 'bazir beras',

at least have some contribution after all ~ hehe^^

In a relationship

2011-07-22T21:56:00.002+08:00

Im so blessed.

I had been single since all along,

There's been attempts to pursue for a relationship.

I failed it all.

I put all-hearted in every single time,

yet being despised at the end.

The pain and the scar are deep inside,

now its all cure.

Because of you,

You are the blessed star that being fallen into my embrace,

You had appreciated my love,

and so do I will repay yours' with my all-hearted.

I knew it,

you are the one that I must never missed,

and with no second thought,

I would not letting you go easily.

Though obstacles are upon us,

I wont give up easily,

as this is my destiny perhaps.

Im so glad that I found You.

E <3 E

-My Destiny-

2011-07-16T13:21:00.003+08:00

Its been like a very peaceful day since the pass 6 month ~
Normal life, normal routine, normal work ....

Then at this Julai , my turning point of life approaching !
Really a strike storm after a period of peace=(

I had been believing that i will be going UM too like my sibling,
but then after all, at ytd noon as i check the application through sms...

Its really a sudden strike !
I got into UuM.....
the middle there got extra one U , which is Utara Malaysia ...aiks
it will be a 6 hour distances from here.

At first i were reluctant,
because the distant is a real hassle.
And most important is -----YOU.

I have just started with you, damn reluctant to go this far.
Anyhow, thanks for families and your's support too,
I will proceed to this path all along, with no more confused.

Will appreciated the every moment left in this 2 month,
as i will be away ..... for 3 years!

I believe its my destiny as well, what's come to me had already been arranged,
the rest is all up to me for doing my best or give up.
Give up is never a choice for me, never !

What's come around i will fight till the end.

-My Destiny-

12/7/2011

2011-07-12T23:48:00.002+08:00

If it were still the last me,

I would definitely cant bear the torture,

But,

Im okay after seeing that.

Indeed it still somehow affect my mood swing,

nevertheless the impact aint that hard for the me now.

I believe i had move on,

will no longer let myself deep into the pain.

I learnt to let go and forgot.

Somehow the feeling are way too nostalgic, havent i forgot it ? =)

The one last month

2011-07-10T14:11:00.002+08:00

Hey yo, time passes fast =)
its the Last month for me to working in Tesco !
Cant wait for it, counting down everyday ~

If you ask me, do you enjoy working with tesco ?
I will definitely said YES, of cause .
but things are getting bored as you are still standing where you are.

The learning curve at here, is always been a steep one.
Same goes to the stress and workload.

Im blessed to have learnt so much thing in there.
But, im not a easy satisfies person, im always looking for higher.
As im just a contract there, getting promoted is out of the topic.
( at least i got increment* xp )

What i work is more than the original description.
Now i noe, i m not that kind of administrative type ppl.
Its a dull job to begin with, wont last long because you will get bored eventually.
One things good is that, getting start from this admin ground work,
you could understand the whole process of everything =)

If you ask me whether will come back Tesco again getting a degree ?
I would say, not really, but even if yes,
I would be back as something or someone else !

Sickness seem near !

2011-06-28T19:11:00.002+08:00

Yesterday working out very much in the gym. Bumping the chest and the biceps!

And the aftermaths is, my body seem in pain today ....

Lol..Its actually a good thing, this shows your work out are taking effect.

After the pain, the muscle will rebuild and become better ~

BUT, today i had a lil diarrhea, plus with my muscle-ache...

Gosh.... Been feeling cold in the office, and energyless all the time.

Even now, on my bed..... its jsut 7.15pm only, my body felt tired.

Gulping in 2 panadols and soon called it a day ~.~

And tml another working day ....@.@

Sickness leave me away, if not my anti body will extinguish you, your entire kind !

25-6-2011

2011-06-25T16:40:00.003+08:00

Another same opening, long time didnt update blog la, busy work la, this and that ...never ending. Well, its indeed true, routine of every day is most likely the same.

This pass one week, been through very fast, like usual.

Working as stress as usual, but manage to complete all the task,

and damn free during Friday =)

One thing special is that i found a companion to share my thought.

Been quite a long time i didnt use my phone for personal sms-ing,

nowsday just just for calling tenant, and colleague.

Chatting is another thing, mostly is via msn and sms.

But this all giving me a feeling which is very not real.

You can chat up and down the world in typing,

but not when you having face to face direct conversation.

This is the lesson i learn from the last bad incident,

ppl may can seem very close to you in words, or the online world,

but in fact in reality that's not going to happen when u face him/her.

Anyhow, still keeping it on cause i feel like it .

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Today's night my small little nephew birthday~

Going to have great fest tonight at my relatives house - BBQ.

What's more exciting is that i looking forward to the wines and beers there~

Recall the last time having alcohol at my relatives house,

I were in the heart broke - aching period, lowest in the mood.

But i cover good enough to avoid everyone near me realise.

I letting go myself having shots of wines and beers and vodka.

But not till the extend of vomit and overdrink.

Felt the sense of drunk and very sleepy.

Today's im gonna make sure im drinking with a happy heart =)

Cheers to that.

17/6/2011

2011-06-17T22:27:00.002+08:00

Oh, Im glad today is already Friday !

haha, this will be the words that you will used to it when you worked.

Anyhow, tomorrow will be an enjoyable day.

Its Ehsan school sports day ! LOL...

hmm..seem weird here, you hearing this thing from a school leaver !

Yes, indeed. The school seem kinda opened to outsider in event like this.

Booths will be setting up for business earning club funds,

which seemingly seldom happened during my school days.

Im very satisfies with the current school progress in upgrading the student 'Koko'

You can see young student are eager to join in koko activies !

Its a very good signed.

Back to topic, last Tuesday I visited our Ehsan TKD demo team practiced,

somehow at the end i being absorb in the performance as well =)

Though just a very small like which is blanks breaking,

but its fair enough for me as i didnt have time for practice

and too with my current leg condition.

Its good to see back those oldies friends in the training as well.

Even though we each other walking a different path in life,

facing different people and things,

no matter what mask we had put on when facing the truth from the society,

but when we are back together, we are still we, just like before =)

Very happy to be able to work hard together again, once again !

Wishes all's well ahead on tml performance, long live the team spirit and Takwondo.

Finally , a Saturday !

2011-06-03T23:31:00.003+08:00

Haha, seem excited for the coming of weekend.

No special errand though, just that ever since start work life,

weekend will always be the most exciting time to come around !

Recently been watching a drama series - Heroes.

This drama is damn nice, im chasing this drama everyday after i off work.

It mainly talking about human with genetic mutated,

but not as drastic like X-men though.

The story take place in our usual life, where the 'special' ppl living around us,

blending among us and hiding their ' specialty' away,

so that wont get notice by others and continue living their life as normal being.

Many suspend in there, just way too exciting ~

Beside from that, coming to think of that, which time passes real fast.

Talking in that, since the post that i wrote on how my first day in TESCO,

now is already 6month im serving in the company.

Earlier plan was that i plan to leave the company at this end of June.

But, somehow should i continue to work until end of July ?

The reason are very simple yet truth,

simple as everyone there treating me good,

my team needs me, as we are way too short of man power,

and the stuff that i handling are yet to complete.

How i wish to completed it before i leave, but even if another month i working on it,

it still wont complete fully, just that i workout it till the process to the final step before i handover to some guys before i leave.

Anyhow, still considering. Cause i really want to enjoy my holiday,

i didnt really get to enjoy my holiday ever since my stpm.

Saidina

2011-05-29T11:44:00.002+08:00

Last night my bro bought a card-game kind of game called ' Saidina ' . Its a game similar to Monopoli, i dont really know what the difference between this two games, but what i can said is that this game is awesome and addicting xp

We played that two nights straight in a row, start from 9pm something we could played it till 1am something, its a long game. The person whom win the game would be address as ' Saidina '. And i become one of it, just in last night game xp

This game is very mind-using, require full attention, thinking, strategy, calculation , risk-management, and of cause skills in property-investment. Not that saying it reflect the real situation in the property economic, but it do reflect the basic nature of property like mortgaging, Renting, Auction, Increase property value by building up the property and all kind of trick you could do.

When in the game, sometimes it do makes you feel frustrating. When you holding lots of property, but you do not have the cash flow to pay the rental or even fees to the bank, you did've to mortgage you property to the bank, selling the houses or even offer the property to others player to make some income for turnover modal. Some how, you do survive from all of this , luck perhaps ~

Anyway, the important part is that, I played this game with the family, we enjoy the time together in this weekend night. After the game, thought its already late in night, we go out to mamak for our supper. Again, its the time together with families and sibling. Life's great.

Parting

2011-05-20T11:49:00.003+08:00

Known that this coming Sunday you will be leaving for your Study.

For this long you were always been a girl-next-door type

which always under supervision and support from Family,

Now you're free,

to be independence and gain more life skills

as well as social skill.

For you, whom is always Clumsy,

whom is always helpless and innocent

But not to worry,

You posses a strong-hearted wills

a never give-up spirits

A girls that i always felt you are strong within your heart

whom will never reveal a weak side of your truth-selves

I'm sure that you will very well adapt the new environment

starting a new life

knowing new friends

learning new things

encounter new experiences

and all sort of good things out there

Please take good care of yourself out there,

for your family shall not being along with you,

Though im no longer anyone to you,

promise me that you must take a very good care of yourself,

and have a happy life too.

Hereby wishing you all well's ahead.

Batu Caves trip.

2011-05-19T23:17:00.005+08:00

This week were luxury enough for me, i work for 1 day only for the entire week and the rest of the days i could happily enjoy my own sweet time at home. But things just didn't go that well, Im been sick since Monday, thus making my days off in this week gone waste just resting at home.

Last Tuesday, its was on Wesak Day, my sibling and I went to the famous Batu Caves for our first time. This plan were just out of nowhere to spend quality time between sibling as well as venture to new places and live's life =)

The Status

As we reached there, i stepped down from the car, the first thought that strike into my mind is that, this places is such a sacred and peace-minded place. The sound of bell consistently Rang, the gentle wind blew through our face as well as the pigeon flying up upon the blue sky. That's the scene which made me feel in such a peace and calm in mind.

Batu Caves that surrounded the temple

The scenery there were great, sacred yet builded to close with natural. The pigeon are way too human-friendly, they are bunch of it stalling at there waiting some people to feed, they are just aint afraid of ppl. You could just use your camera/phone take a close shoot with 'em.

Main purpose of the day, climb off the 270+ staircase of Batu Caves ! Wootz.

Even those old-aunt could do that already day just for their prayer, we as the younger one should be no problem though. Step by step walking ascend the staircase. It is real steep, and the gap between each stair are kinda narrow, making the climb a lil difficult and dangerous i think.

Shoot from the bottom ground

Reached staircase number 200

Finish climb up, and looking down from the highest of the stair to the bottom. Its a scenery that i wouldnt forget. You feel like as if u are at the tip of the world, infront of you are the rapid growing Modernize City, all are under your feet ! haha.

Top to the Bottom !

Now i wonder, that's why King's of the Oldern day would so eager to build Big and tall palace with the similar stair case that ascending from ground to the top. Because it did makes you feel like you are the King of the World and more superior with respect from the people.

After all, its really worth to pay a visit to climb the Batu Caves .

The Scenery there are priceless.

Should give a a try for those who havent been there =)

Recent bully case.

2011-05-08T13:32:00.002+08:00

I guess you all out there are very familiar with the recent bullies case that post up to FB. It was Happened at SMK. Raja Abdullah which is near jinjang, Kepong area. Estimated there were 4 girls bullying another girl , spank her head , choke her neck, strangle her neck with tie and the worst is cut the girl's hair !

After i saw this video, damn i were in frustration.

What is this of rubbish living in this world ?

Whom give them the rights to treat another weak person in such way ?

They were just bunch of form1 kids, and dare to act big and bully others!

After a short while this video post up to FB,

everyone started to reshare out the video and bombard them sky high.

Within days, their act of bully are well-known by everyone over the net,

even the newspaper putting them on the main paper cover !

Serve them rights !

Even the police and the school management aint that efficient ,

thanks to Facebook as the power of third party,

everyone been hunting them over the network including the profile and blogs.

Just visit the blogspot for one of the main character whom bully,

thousand of comments blast them scolding them for their misbehavior!

Again, serve them rights !

These all will serve as the least punishment all along.

According to the news, they are likely to be banish out from the school!

Hopes it really happen.

In my opinion, it would be more appropriated if the police intervene into this matter,

and by law punish them under the juvenile crime and send to Henry Gurney !

Out of the cycle between the victim and the ones whom bullies,

my question is where are the rest of the classmate ?

They could bare to see their classmate being treated like this,

yet non of them are stand out or voice out to stop them,

and pretending sees nothing heard nothing and know of nothing !

Part of the blame should goes to them.

Starting to worried, such a small kids nowadays could be in such outlaw behavior,

what would they be in the near future ?

RUBBISH !!! of cause .

A fake hope

2011-05-04T23:17:00.002+08:00

I seldom believe in fate or sort of wishes come true thingy.
Rationally, we wan something, we pay our effort to gain it,
there aint free lunch without paying something in return right ?

But since that day, a fate that I letting it passby me ,
I couldnt had done anything to redeem it back,
Im out of idea what i could do, im helpless....

Thus resulting me to entrust this fully to the fate nor by God's Favor,
How i wish the wishes did really come true,
but there's are nothing else i can do, im blank....

The desire taken my rational mind,
indeed its a fake hope, which might be probability 1 in a million....
but still i trusting the moment of fate perhaps....

Will it be really dream come true ?
Even its not the reality, i rather to stay in this boundary of slight fake hope
A sweet hope.

Happy Labour Day

2011-05-02T22:30:00.006+08:00

Thanks to this Special day, I got a straight 3 days off in a role~
Friday night, --- Movie time !
Saturday ---- Interesting school event and night family outing.
Sunday ----- MOTHER DAY CELEBRATION !!!

Lol... seem weird hor ?
Celebrating mother day in Labour day ....
Well, its not particular to done it in this day,
cause suit everyone in this big family to gather together.

This night, we doing steamboat + BBq as celebrating.
Lots of family member gather by, real lots!
Around 6 -7 cars been park by the house from rear, front opposite ~
taking up all the parking lot in the house area ...hehe... paiseh

The celebration aint just with the prepared food for bbq and steamboat.
My uncle bought a cake come, my cousin brought along lots of
sweet dish ~ cakes~ kuih ~ all are really delicious.

Ate two round of the steamboat, then all out to the BBQ !
Enjoyed the laughter around the grilling pan/pot,
though its kinda hot and with sweat flowing down,
the joy doesnt seem getting less =)

Eat drink with the laughter and with sweat ! lol ....
Opened two botol of my favourite red wine,
Though is just 30 bucks+ per bottol, but it suit my taste very well.
The medium sweet of it and smooth flow into the throat ~
A delightful wine =)

Drank a few glass, though my face are in red ( Its real RED )
but my vision and conscious are keeping its cool,
Of cause, NOT DRUNK !!! haha...

Fun being with family --- BIG FAMILY =)

To all the MUMs in the Family =)

Big family gathering ~

My favorite red wine =)

Almost sapu habis the food..

Saturday ( 30/4/20110

2011-05-01T23:24:00.002+08:00

Its Sunday night already when i writing this.

Unexpected Saturday that i went through.

Late at Friday night, being ask for attending a school event by someone.

At first felt kinda weird, cause its been a long long time

since i back to school and attending a school event.

More over its with the someone, not very close nor a stranger friend.

Well, at last I decided to joined the said school event.

It was a Member day performance by BC club in school.

Went to TKD General class at the morning helping to take the classes.

Had Breakfast with the someone and another one. ( Both are Tkd junior )

After then, had companion from the SOMEONE half of the day,

From breakfast, to waiting in school classroom, then to the event.

Regarding the event, it was a WOW.

Never thought that our school student can organized quite an event.

Add on with the outbreaking various performance

such as B-boy dance vs girl's team jazz ( sort of ),

jaw dropping comedy drama, and ' fashion' show .

Take noted that, the MC done a great job there,

managing the stage flow meanwhile didnt forget the drama part

to raise the audience excitement and of cause,

contributing lots of the contagious laughing scene.

Their hardwork managing such an big event,

making me thought back of the time I playing the major role in managing the PROM Night 2010. The hardship that had to be endure by all the committee are extremely tough, stressful, hassle, and sometimes unbearable. The tough long process of organizing an event, in exchange for a few hours of performing in contribute to the enjoyment of the participants. Its worth alot with the success fruition of that said event. The experience gain are way too valuable.

Enough with the Grandmother story, have a fun day in this Saturday.

Thanks to the companion of the SOMEONE and the recommendation to the event.

2011-04-23T17:17:00.002+08:00

Its a wonderful Saturday

Wake up late in the morning, not even took my breakfast~

Brush teeth, have change, then online awhile,

soon after that went to One Utama with sis.

I had my brunch there.----Sushi Zanmai

Order a Fried chicken bento with rice mixed egg~ yummy ~

Been crave for Japanese food this few weeks, wont satisfy me if just order 1 thing !

Side-Order some sushi set and gyoza which is sis favorable food.

Taste the sushi~ ammmM~

Rating: Main set taste delicious but portion serving aint desireable !

Sushi taste were just very normal, nothing special,

I rather to add some money to feast at shogun- Japanese buffet.

After the brunch, head to the cinema.

The tix were pre-purchase by sis via online,

dun need cramp with the crowd to bought tix.

Anyway, there were not many ppl though.

We watched the movie - A Chinese Ghost Story.

YES ! finally i watched this movie.

My favorite actress of all time - Liu Yik Fei.

Damn Leng lui, Natural beauty with innocent face of an angel,

suited for traditional clothing ~

Ahem, back to topic.

The movie is interesting, Love, fighting, funny scene, and magic ~

But the love element come first in the movie.

Main role for the heroin ~ kinda sweet wei, but a sad ending =(

Rating 7/10.

熟惜的回忆

2011-04-23T00:26:00.003+08:00

看了这张照片有什麽感想？
很普通吧。
但是对我而言，
是个充满回亿的地方
美丽的回亿。

好环念
应该只有你知道这回亿
你会看到这遍文章吗？

Theam Choy 21st Birthday

2011-04-22T23:56:00.005+08:00

Its the long awaited Friday night!
Every monday I had been look forward to the coming of friday~
Finally a 2 day off work yet again~

Tonight, knew that was Theam Choy Birthday after getting noe in FB.
Joined YL for the surprise celebration to him.
We out for a yamcha session like usual, but they planned for some surprise.

Middle of the session, KF pretend wanna go for ATM for banking,
then i offer to fetch him to DPC bank atm there.
Soon after we leave, we rush there and bought the cake at MaxValue.

The other were pursuade Theam Choy to join us at DPC not long after that.
They reached and bring him walk around the lake.
As for me and KF, preparing the cake at the other side of the lake,
waiting to ambush him with a surprise bd cake =)
we hide behind the Bushes, lighted up the candle as they came nearer.

Once he reach the point, we pop-up and caught him in surprise ~

It was kinda fun, first time involved in a surprise bd celebration.
You can see the pure surprise excitement of that particular person =)

The thing that kinda caught my attention is that, its his 21st BD okay ?
Where is his family celebration ? he didnt expected got any celebration for him!
What the heck? its the big 21st birthday lea, very important one.
Thinking back of it, wonder how will be my 21st bd in future ?
Would it be a blast like never before ? or lonely at the very end ?

Happy 21st Birthday to Theam Choy =)

Reminisce with Oldies

2011-04-22T01:10:00.002+08:00

Its Thursday night.

Supposedly it shall be just another working weekday for me.

All thanks to Terrence my secondary oldies, gather up we all oldies out for dinner.

Though it just 5 of us, It very well contented.

Went to Kota Damansara some Restaurant named- Ke Jia Tin for dinner.

Good food with moderate serving and at a considerable price.

5 of us ate at total of 71 bucks. Its kinda cheap.

After the feast, we sat there chat for more than a hour.

All sort of craps ( studies, working, life, philosophy etc) ...

We left for more activities, attempts for a Sing K session,

but price and timing aint rights.

Changed venue to DPC , Aiks..Not AGAIN !

Purchase some drinks and walk round the lake.

then to the playground, continue the chat all along.

It late night ady, but felt satisfies for the reminisce of old buddies.

There will be next gather up too, soon.

Keep in touch yah =)

Sunday ( 17/4/2011)

2011-04-17T23:07:00.002+08:00

Yay, have a great weekend.

Rest enough, and play enough =)

Saturday and Sunday both went out for movie.

Two movies in two days huh.

But, frankly speaking recent movies casting aint interesting.

Saturday- Choy Lee Fut.

5/10 rating. out of 3 i gave to the love scene and 2 point for the fancy kicking.

Wonder if the movie is all about love, i might would have give it a 6.

Cause the heroin is kinda pretty and cute xp

Sunday - Ghost must be Crazy

5/10 too. All credit to the sweat gags and funny scene.

Just my personal view, If you were a soldier,

you might afraid seeing enemy more than a ghost in the jungle,

and a real soldier should have the will to overcome the fear of ghost.

After all, they are those whom prepare to take others life and sacrifices own.

And, if there were ghost, it wont be such unreasonable too.

Killing all insight ?

I believe that there'll always a border that human and ghost dun crossover.

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Today been reading through my old post for the last four month.

Looking back at it, the memories overwhelmed in the mind.

I realize i were in such a pain during these few month back then,

that losing in a relationship problem.

I had recover for quite some time,

just that, reading it back making me kinda miss that moment.

The moment with the particular person and things.

Too, thinking all the memories of secondary Pre-U moments,

that together with all the buddy making out live there =)

Now my life is just working meanwhile waiting for the Uni intake.

Cant escape from waiting, that's the unavoidable process huh ?

Will I meet the right one any time sooner ?

The answer will be waiting again.

Friday night ( 15/4/2011)

2011-04-15T22:18:00.002+08:00

Finally !!! Its Friday night ~

The whole week of tiring work day, its times to rest again

and let the time be more mine be do my thing =)

This week workload been more than ever,

3 days straight working OT to settle all the stuff.

Been multitasking all these while,

Issueing letter, update tracker, calling tenant,

+ all those suddenly pop in matter tat need immediate attention.

Suddenly feel like this week im almost like a robot -.-

and the working speed were kinda impress,

which usually i would take around 2 days to finish up for even one task.

Tuesday had issued out Renewal letter for all tenant in Semenyih Stores.

Wednesday complete Renewal letter for all tenant in Sungai Petani South stores.

Thursday finish issued all out to tenant for both semenyih and SP South tenants.

Friday, compilling the Semenyih and SP south RL and issued refit letter for Kajang Store...

Omg .. wonder how many tenants i had issued out the letter all this while....

Especially today, cant even properly doing my work,

when i concentrating typing the Refit letter for Kajang,

tenants calling in, email coming in, manager calling etc .....

zzzz .... really multitasking ....

But thanks to that, the week seem gone through like a blink of an eye.

Wan to sleep play eat enjoy to the fullest in this weekend !

Thursday- 14/4/2011

2011-04-14T22:20:00.002+08:00

Were reading vyue post before posting here..

Now only realize, its the Black Valentine ! Lolz

14/2/ ---> Valentine

14/3/---->White Valentine

14/4/----->Black Valentne

Actually i not sure about the meaning behind each of these Valentine.

Well, This year is kinda different from previous year.

Last time i used to crack the head,

thinking of presenting a Valentine gift to the special one,

and indulge in Fantasy thinking of all the possible way ..LOL

But not with this year.

Not planning and doing of anything, just another of usual day.

Though might sound lonesome,

but in fact I feel free all this while =)

Good or bad thing huh ? heh...

Monday-12/4/2011

2011-04-12T21:58:00.002+08:00

Its the Tuesday away from the Monday Blue.

Early in the morning waking up in a dizzyness ~

Last night been late to bed watching ' I love beth cooper'

and take cough medicine before bed.

Reluctant to sleep earlier as it would seem a very dull monday for me.

Anyhow its the second time i watched that movie,

seriously, i like this movie and somehow can tally with own life.

In shorts, It makes you feel like wanna get out of life and get alive.

' You never alive unless you get a life'

'Dont be such a pussy, that was once in a lifetime chances'

'Chances like this does not always come along'

Making me kinda feel like going out for a trip together with friends.

Doing crazy thing together and enjoy the event that are not found in usual day.

Thinking too much, today end up working OT until 8pm.

Issued out Renewal letter for all the tenant for one Mall....

Believe me , more will come, it just the starting of 38 Malls to do renewal...

Can pengsan ady ? huhu

6ak2 gathering

2011-04-10T23:32:00.002+08:00

Still in the same day - Sunday.

Dated out with 6ak2 member for a gathering.

I were in sore throat and coughing, supposed its a bad idea to join them in the buffer dinner.

but chances like this wouldnt come always, maybe will be the last time.

I joined.

Everything were going fine.

Though not all are turning up, but its well enough to have a table full of ten.

Were busy eating at first, not much joint conversation.

After everyone stoping down, that's when we altogether chating on the same topic.

Gossiping and updating on those whom didnt turned up for the gathering.LOL...

Gossip one after another and laughter all along the way.

Very enjoy to be able to meet with these friends and update on each other.

Especially during the conversation, feeling like had back to the schooling time =)

Sunday- 10/4/2011

2011-04-10T23:10:00.002+08:00

Today was kinda a busy day.

Early in the morning been to the cemetery paying visit to ancestor tombstone.

Together with the family, we doing the cleaning, done the prayer and chating wif each other.

During the prayer, i had my wish after all this long.

There were 3 wishes i made to my ancestor:

Health of family member
Getting right into the local Uni and courses that i desired
Lastly, i wish to meet her again.

Felt funny after the third wish i made.

Am i so eager to see that unknown girl again ?

Why am i thinking of her all this time ?

why ?

Somehow, I believe the prayer will be answer.

Im not those kind of person whom pray or wish for thing,

but this time... I believe the sincere pray will be answer..

who knows ? maybe just a taboo ? superstitious ?

I were out of idea, searching all over the possible way about her,

but the outcome were fruitless.

Things changes, i saw one of my ex-classmate online.

I approach him and ask about the girl.

I knew last time he knew the girl.

and , YES !

Finally, i gotta knew the girl name's !

That's well enough to make my day in seventh sky and with light's of hope.

Miracle right ?

A glass of wine.

2011-04-04T21:45:00.002+08:00

Listening to the music, typing post with my mac acompany with a glass of red wine.

Since that day, Im been feeling weird.

Im consistently thinking of someone,

someone that i didnt even knew the name of her.

Or else should say, missing her whose i know nothing of her.

I searched all the possible in fb, no outcome~

i dunno her name, dunno all the detail !

but i just know she is from tarc and secondary school at St.Marry.

Naive me huh ?

Anyhow by fate, i wish to meet you again.

Fate perhaps.

2011-04-02T23:48:00.003+08:00

First of all, congratz to my aunt and wishing her all well's ahead in this remarriage.

She had suffer pain from the dying of her first soul mate, now is the time to put down.

As for tonight, we are treat to a kinda classy Chinese gourmet restourant for the marriage dinner. We are serve with good food and tons of hardcore alcohol too- Martell and beerss~

Enjoyable night for all.

This night, somehow make my long lost heart throbbing again.

We reach there in quite early time, before i gotta have my seat,

I saw a girl. Standing right beside our seat.

Im curious, but looking at that girl, the familiar face of her, I cant take my eye off her.

She was the waitress whom serve the Alcohol drink.

Im curious, I think i knew this girl.

By chances, I manage to talk with this girl.

She was in same age with me and were in same tuition with me before .

Our conversation continue, but not long.

She gotta continue her works, we could have chat later.

In the end of the dinner, my parent were rush going home.

And she also busying with her work, couldnt manage to chat with her in the end.

She is gorgeous and a simple beauty.

I want to know this girl more, but i guess its helpless.

We chat, but yet to know each other name or even way to keep in touch.

Regretful.

If fate would have let me meet this girl again, i wouldnt miss the chance.

Mac Book Pro

2011-03-30T22:32:00.002+08:00

Yes, my Macbook Pro finally reach to my door step.

Really thankful to my dad for buying this goodies to me.

Start to familiarize with the new OS.

It is indeed different from the common window OS,

but it is just another great pleasure to experience a whole new OS.

You'll find everything seem refreshing- Away from the usual Window.

The Short key are bits different,

desktop view and documentation are totally in different way,

But the desktop view is sure more tidy and more practical.

The Mac come with pre install application , havent really explore it.

Still not yet fully set up, personal data not yet migrate in .

I bought along the parallel desktop software ( VM ),

gonna install in the common window OS too and run altogether.

Make thing easier when en-counting with different usage.

Overall, Im very satisfies with using of Mac Book Pro.

Though I havent fully utilize this machine,

but i can say - This machine just makes life easier.

Suffing net with safari together with the invention of multitouch trackpad

is just another great pleasure.

You dun have to scroll to the side then click to move the page,

with just ur finger sweeping on the touchpad will do.

The Multitouch trackpad is just a technology at a different level.

Different motion with different numbers of fingers touching on the pad

have different function, the pad just got it right in the way you want.

I use to have doubt on how complicated the mac os will be,

after the first experience, it is friendly to use.

What's more can you ask for ?

Saturday 26/3/2011

2011-03-26T13:29:00.002+08:00

A normal Saturday.

Have breakfast with dear sibling at Macdonald.

We have photocopied lots of big breakfast voucher, its a great feast.

Reached there early in the morning , guess what a scene.

Its as early as 8am and its a Saturday morning, the crowd is overwhelming there.

The crowd didnt seem getting any lesser when we left around 10am.

Everyone were in great joy purchasing the big breakfast set in bulk, so do us.

2 sets of big breakfast, 2 hashbrown, 1 apple pie and a cup of arabic coffee~

Damn , its just way too large portion =)

Manage to finish up all the food , but still left over a hash brown pack to home .

A great feast i can say .

Other than that , still the same routine for me.

Chiong level in Online game.

* Dunno, the day just seem dull for me. What the cause ?

My Choice- Mac Book Pro

2011-03-20T22:51:00.002+08:00

To start with, my dad promised we three sibling,
whoever could enter the Uni will be grant with a lap top.
It is always been a dream since child.

My Elder Sister - UM- Get it first ( Toshiba )

Then my elder bro- UM - Asus .

Lastly, Me - still unknown ( hopefully is UM too ~.~ )

Now i could have my very own personal lap top,
though i already had a netbook ( free ) from streamyx.
But that just not enough, need a better machines.

Thus, my choice is - Mac Book Pro.

Been fond with APPLE product.
At first were thought of purchase a I4, but lastly due to cost i turned to Ipod.
Be frank, Im very satisfies with that IPod ...
with no hassle make my life better, simpler and more enjoyment.

The newly MacBook Pro induce with a better line-up than the previous model,
and the price offered are remain unchanged, but the spec become better !
After long await for a suitable Machines, this is it .

Understand that I didnt encounter with the Mac OS before,
thus using a Mac as my Uni entry gadget will seemingly a lil hassle.
Well, I wont bother about that cause im going to Install a window OS in it anyway xp
The Mac Book just serve as a virtue body that support both the OS,
I just need to choose which OS to use when doing different thing.
Thing goes better if i could get the ' parallel desktop ' software =)

I'm loving it.

Week full of sickness

2011-03-19T17:39:00.003+08:00

Back here for some update.

How about my week ?

Grr.... One word - Disastrous-

After the sickness started from my stomach,

herecome the another sickness from upper body ( flu , sore throat , headache )

Despite the sickness, have to attend work also.

Couldnt have take leave cause the workload are pilling up.

Damn the flu, as I seeing at the pc doing my work,

mucus and tears ( not crying though ) flowing down non-stop...

At last, i used up a whole box of tissues...

Making ' wantan' all day long ...LOL

And today, a very Saturday with good weather.

I try to workout myself infront of the house gate.

Jogging, practice punching and kicking, just to sweat myself out.

Thing goes well, my leg seem had recover from last hamstring injured.

Then I tried more complex kicking technique and combination kicks.

More and more power i putted in ,

then at last ......

~~~~~~~~ PLAKK !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~~~~~~~~~~~~~

My hamstring overstretch and teared again.

I were in pain and feel extreme dizzy.

Try to cool down myself but metabolism seem still increasing.

Resolved to lie down on the floor *(beside my dog ) to rest up.

Cooled down abit, then shower up.

After then, been walk like a OKU .....

Out for breakfast with sibling, strike with blackout again in the restaurant...

Damn suffer wei ....

Realize, that how important to have a healthy body.

Sick.

2011-03-14T22:08:00.002+08:00

Sunday Morning, being wake up by the urge of nature call which is so bloody desperate!
Guess what, early morning I started diarrhea a few times.
I lost all my appetite, I didnt ate my breakfast and straight jumped into bed again.
Rolling on the bed, feeling so freaking uneasy and resolved to vomit in the toilet.
After the vomit, another struck to my body, my vision become black and white.
I felt like almost faint, crawl to my bed then sleep again.
It was sleepless, feeling extremely dizzy and cool in the same time.

At last, have to checked up with doctor.

Hmm... What ?
Abit Food Poisons and fever ?
I recalled what I had ate last night, it was same with everyone, but why only me ?
weird ~.~

Gallowed up lots of pills from the doc, and ate a bite of bread before sleep again.

Lucky had took MC for the next day, cause felt dizzy and tired even at the next day.

Rest Enough today , time to back in work tml.
I realize, I cant simply stop from the work,
I have bound to the responsibility of this work and the financial matter behind it.
Have to commit in it regardless how the inner me reluctant.

Working life

2011-03-06T22:51:00.002+08:00

It's the third month im working with tesco ady.

Every workload seem to be normal for me as I get hand's on often.

but still, challenge will always be there as im had start the big task in my month.

A task that couldnt be done in a week or two, will be taken up months to settle it bottom up.

Anyway, If I'd promise myself to quickly settle this task and there goes my resignation.

Though the salary and benefit are consider very good as for a freshy of my level,

but the working days passed the time often too fast which i cant get a grasp on it.

Ever since the exam, I never really rest down myself and went for a trip.

My life now, weekday filled with work and time passed very fast.

Monday morning wait for evening, then wait for friday then weekend.

Always looking forward to weekend as i can rest myself out and

enjoy the little time with my family, friends and doing things i want.

At work, i face the PC most of the time, torturing my eye look at those small figures,

back at home also facing the Lappy indulge myself in the social network and gaming.

And sometimes date out with buddy for tea drinking season

Life goes on repeatedly since the last 3 month .

I wonder will this keep on happened when I step into the society after graduated.

Life's like this is kinda bored.

But I believe thing could be change differently If we had something to filled our heart like love, dreams, Desire, urge etc... It just that I'm yet to found one which make me empty now.

Wrote alot, dun mind me.

Finding a way to express my current thought,

but i guess i fail to do so, still feel something left in the mind are yet to spite out.

What's is it ? I do not know either.... Maybe im just feel empty.

Summary,

Life's now= work+ family+ sleep + PKO + unknow and etc

Another Update

2011-02-28T21:50:00.004+08:00

Arr..... So lazy to update the post ...

Seeing the monthly post statistic , 2011 year start I have the lowest blog entry ~

Miss out alots of thing ...

Anyway, just to update alil bit on my stpm result.

Out of expected, this year result release kinda fast though compare to previous year . Took leave that day and visit back the secondary school ~ miss the school life~ At first I were reluctant to take take the result slip and opened it , willing to wait till the rest of the ppl opened their's first . Well, those teacher force me to take and opened it right infront of them -.- At last I sitting right infront of the teachers and opened my result slip. Been surround by peers and teachers, eye glancing right into my slip. As i opened it , i not even catch the true sight of it, ppl teachers around jump in joy and word of congratz spoken out .

Steadily , i scan through the result again .... hmm ... kinda disappointed though , no more 4 flat. Scan deeper , what the fun ...my History got 4.00 -.-lll then disappointed again, my champion subject of economy and business ddint manage to score full marks of it and got 3.67 for both ..zzz , But still at the end im getting overall CGPA of 3.59 which is kinda satisfies. Though its a lil bit less than my aim , at least getting into a Uni studying econ and business subject is eligible.

Kinda proud though , for my History paper to score full marks of 4.0. Its been years our school didnt have ppl score full marks in History. This year , im one of it =)

Reflecting back to the first day in my lower 6, im dilenma in choosing History class over the account class. Now, I had proven that i didnt made the wrong decision. Worth for some compliment from myself ~

* I saw you that day, still pretty as usual in my eyes. But, we are more likely a stranger now.

I saw you, you are still the same, tough and wont break down infront of ppl.

I know your result are not desireable, you almost cried and break down, but you suppress it.

I'm willing to grab by ur arm and hug you tight, spare my shoulder for you to cry out loud.

But thing's change, i couldn't and can't do that .

Godspeed for everything in your future.

Live life's.

2011-02-15T23:03:00.002+08:00

Just finished watched a movie called ' 21 ' .

Earned quite some motivation from it .

Life's is all about yours, you job is to live it to fullest.

So what if you feel like your current life is suck like no one had ;

Its up to you to make a change, and how to think about yourself .

So what if no one 'loves' you and you had to go through a lonesome period ;

Again its depends on how you look into this matter,

you'll never know what's gonna happen in the future,

who knows you are blessed to meet the destine one ?

Live the way you like and you want .

I had waste enough time ,

for someone , for something and etc

Now on , will work with Initiative, live life's with full-hearted .

Life's short, why bother to keep unpleasant thought within,

set it away and filled with joyful yet contented thought ;

Waiting is such an foolishness act, there aint no time for that .

No longer shall keep the heart close for particular person or things,

grab any chances, accept what's coming in ;

' Opportunity aint coming to you, unless you chase for one '

For someday, Im gonna be the success one .

CNY

2011-02-11T02:04:00.002+08:00

Finally an update in the post , recently been reluctant to do blogging .

Busy Working ? outing ? ...Nono ... playing back PKO =)

So soon , the a week of CNY had past , and i had to back to office working .

Before CNY , i been picking up the long forsaken online game of mine- PKO.

Though i had quited last 2 years, and now Im back .

Its still the same , I couldn't restrain my to spend money in it- pursue better eq.

Since I had start working , so permanently invest in the game is considerable.

Back to topic, 2011 CNY .

As usual, the same old routine that been went through every without missing any.

Visiting to my mum's side family, relative, Uncle Lim ( Genting ) and some rich dato house.

But this year, i didnt joined the house-hoping together with ak2 friends.

In the first place, i were eager to join in the event and even prepare to let my friend visit to my house, at last i didnt make it .

Why ?

Because the night before it, i were pissed off !

I hate ppl whom organised a outing/event but didnt plan rightly and last minute-info.

I were not getting any update until the last minutes,

and i were asking around the FB group,

the answer i get were they all had settle among themselve, left me and the other 1 .

So what is it mean ?

Settle among themselves and lefting a minor members in the loop hole ?

Pissed off, so i rather stay on chiong my PKO than joining them .

This time i agreed with what Willie said,

not everyone can be close friend, depends on whether they share on the same thought

and maturity of thinking .

Anyway, forget about this matter.

Tonight is chu 9, its a very very big day for Chinese ppl especially Hokkienese.

There will be a grand celebration or should rather call it as a praying ritual .

This night, the sound of the firework will blast up the sky even more vigorously than

the night before 1st day CNY.

Enjoy looking at the firework heating up the surround atmosphere =)

At last to take note that, a short week of CNY, I had put on weight significant weight...

haiz~ Diet ? Exercse ? manyak susah wei .... ada kerja lagi lea ....

心.动摇

2011-02-01T14:24:00.001+08:00

又约你出来吃晚餐了

放工了去你办工室那等你，

见到你，突然觉得好开心哦~

但不知为什么？

聊了好多东西

虽然我说话不多

但看着你畅所欲言，

我也听得好开心~

不知为什么？

看着你的脸

我好喜欢

是不是变美了

还是我日有所思~

不知道为什么？

总之，

这放不下的感觉

又在回来了

心。动摇

a lil update

2011-01-26T20:00:00.002+08:00

2010 , ends with sorrow ; 2011 , start with yet another sorrow ...

Tear shed twice , bring along all the sorrow drop down to earth , leave away the sorrow .

Life still goes on , but i guess Its kinda hard to move on .

The memories stay within you, crave deeply into you heart .

For both incident, leaving of one's loyal family member maybe a good thing indeed,

at least she can free from eternity suffer , its the urge of Natural .

But the another incident, losing in relationship problem, the pain still feels within...

Tried to move on, i tried , but i guess..... still irreplaceable .

Anyway, enough of the sad talk =)

CNY coming soon, excited ~

cause i can have holiday off from work , yay.....

This few day , been more frequent work out in the gym .

Concentrate on pumping the chest muscle and the bicep first .

Hope can see a lil effect upon the coming of the CNY .

Cheers.

Milo-R.I.P

2011-01-17T21:06:00.002+08:00

It was at yesterday night, milo passed away.

As rumour said, a loyal dog wouldn't die in front of their master, yes its indeed.

but still, we manage to see milo for the last time while she still having its weak heavy breath.

Right before we family went out, all of us gather round her ,

touches her and told her to let it go and rest in peace .....

As we went out and back at the night, I knew, she had gone.

Quickly goes down the car then open up the house gate....

Seeing milo was lying there, no movement at all. She gone .....

I touches her for the last time, closes her eyes .....and the rest of it .

Rocky was in the cage, infront of its mother, watching her mum stop its breath.

I think rocky knew, what had happen. Rocky had silent and for the whole night.

Seeing after the dead body of her, my tears' flow.

I'm willing to cry, but I hold it.

Frankly, I never treat Milo as a Dog, but - a Family.

For this 8 years, watching her grow up, mature, pregnant , then be a mum,

to older, sick then dead .....

As I said, she is and forever will be part of the family member.

I will not forget, the days we played together,

the days when she lies beside me accompany in the silent moment,

even those time I spoke to you on my life problem ,

though she cant speak, but i knew she would understand....

Of all time, i talk to you as if you are a human ....

The feeling were just over-whelming last night.

In the End, i would want to say

These 8 years of loyalty

YOU had done more than enough

YOU are part of the family forever

YOU are the Best loyal partner till the very end

Be rest in peace

Be free from all the suffering.

My dear

MILO

熏衣草的故事-等待的爱情

2011-01-16T18:37:00.005+08:00

刚看完了亭的部落格，写了关于熏衣草的故事。

这种紫色艳丽的花草后面，也隐藏这等浪漫的故事，

突然决得，它，好特别，让人沉醉。

---------------------------等待得爱情----------------------------------

*真实世界里，有些东西及使是付出于等待，依然是等不到的结果。

Wei Quan and ken boon BD

2011-01-12T20:59:00.002+08:00

Well, its kinda a late post for this =)

Its was at last Monday, that day I were planned head to the Gym after Work,

but my work keep stocking up and I resolve to work late then only go Gym.

But who knows, that was a sudden call from Kar lap.

" Let come out celebrate Wei quan and Ken boon Bd, and ak2 mate coming also"

Hell yah, of cause I will go ~ at least have some activity to attend with and social abit =)

then I put my manager aeroplane which I said will meet up with he at the Gym at 8pm ..lol~

As usual like previous time when we one gang went for a bbq steamboat..makan makan ~

But I keep the medium way, dun wanna to stuff my stomach till burst~ not healthy

even though the money paid for it waste abit ~

Happy that night i could have some personal chat with my buddy,

make me relieved abit =) Thx yah heng dai ~

Now i know something that last time you wouldnt had mention to me ;-)

Anyway, something that must mention.

This so called celebration really suck my blood out ~

Beside from the expensive buffet price,

dunno why the heck they bought 2 cakes which cost up another 100 bucks something

then everyone force to share the cost ....

yet at the end out of 2 cakes only manage to eat quarter of the cakes...zzzz

with these additional cost i could had use it for my two weeks lunch money lea ...

Some update on current working life.

Willie had join aboard the Tesco hq and same department with me.

Yay, finally I wont feel so lonely anymore and at least had someone to lunch with me.

Beside, workload increasing day by day, i gotta be fast,

no longer like a newbie, must understand

- handling Renewal of tenants for 37 Tesco stores in whole Malaysia-

Is not an easy job, must be more efficient and work double fast ...chiong ~

Though stress is with me everyday i step int the office,

but I accept it as a challenge and serve as a better next-step for future,

and time coping with challenge and settle task by task,

time pass real fast ~ its real =)

那晚

2011-01-11T19:18:00.003+08:00

那晚

不知为何会答应和你一起吃晚餐

那晚

当作好象什么都没发生过

就像平时和你出街一样

有说有笑

只是，没有提起那个话题。

我们都还一样，没变到。

边吃边聊，聊了很多东西。

吃完了，还一起到夜市走走消化。。。

说起来还是第一次和你走夜市

我知道那晚你很开心，

因为我们还是朋友。

但是，

你不知道的是，

那晚和你一起又挑起我对你的感觉，

所以有感到一点伤心了。。。。

一起走夜市的时候，

我是有多想靠近你，

多想牵起你的手。。。

可是我竟然股不起勇气

再加上

我察觉到你不须要我牵你的手了，

过沟渠的时候，

我快先一步跨过去

再申出我的手想拉你一把，

但你却自己跨过来了。。。

你是特地不给我帮？

再说，

原来你的脚步和我不同，

你走得好快，

当我想牵你的手时，

你却好像以在千里之远。。

当我写着这遍文章，

我又想你了。

2011-01-11T19:18:00.000+08:00

Finally a update

2011-01-06T23:20:00.002+08:00

haha, finally im here to update the post for 2011 ~

The long-long 2010 last post had taken up me a few day ~

Anyway, this week been very very busy, from morning till night.

In this new year, the management been rush and push us to fast fast

settle up all the unfinished task at 2010 and next month will be the financial month.

The higher ops questioned the manager, then the manager bla bla bla on us ~

Yam gong lor ......

this few day been rushing and rush to gao timm all the pending renewal tenant.

Tons of letter had sent out and lots of phone call .....

When the manager in stress, you will be more stress -.-

As he/she will giving out order like mad and must complete it in short time ~

Every morning i step into the office, the first thing i felt is STRESS ...OMG ~

Anyway, but at the end f the day i manage to settle up all thing, I'd feel contented.

Meanwhile, I'd feel happy that im being more useful to the leasing team,

I make a new format for the renewal letter to replace the existing letter format,

as per request by the management to avoid backdate any rental ~

So now, they start using the format ~ huhu ~

Glad when you can hear a 'GOOD' from the boss...hehe

One thing good as the tesco staff, you could enjoy a special rate for applying

the membership in the gym ~ Thus, Im the member now =)

After work, i straight change my clothes there and workout myself .

and at Tuesday night, after work i attend the TKD training session~

Try to workout myself as much as possible ~ wanna change ~

Life's like this is kinda contented, though i will have less time to rest at home

and playing facebook and blogging ~

but at least i have activity to do and live to fullest .

-Ga you~

2010

2010-12-31T19:31:00.018+08:00

Yay, this is it ~ The last day of 2010, as this is the last post of 2o10 and this is about the review of me in 2010 which I'd mention in earlier post, so here it goes =)

First, about my stpm study life. Frankly to say, I had did my very best to study for STPM, and I have no regret about it. I wouldn't regret and spitted out those words like 'IF' i have more time to study or study earlier or smtg alike, as this is pointless to said this kind of thing over things that pass and over. What had happen, happened, and should let it begone. Even if I did have extra time or let me restart all over again, the result will still the same because i don't think i wil start study earlier =) Anyway, I always had confident in myself, though subject like History which is impossible to cover up all the chapter and sub-topic before exam, but still I'd have confident to score in that exam and wont frown before the paper due to didnt finish cover all up. Exam over exam been went through in this year, so when facing the stpm, already didnt feel nervous and even felt normal about it . Proud to say, I get the top / top 2 ranking in grades at Upper 6, kinda happy =) I still remember the report card day last july/june, my parents came to school to pick up my report card...Oh my, Pn.Azarina were praising me infront of my parents and Im was in the dean'list ~ My parents were very proud and happy, especially my father~ During that day, my father treat we go for steak, unforgettable =)

I knew my parents have high hopes on me, especially my mother. She wishes that I could get into Law course in UM. I understand that, but infront of my mum, I keep mention on how hard to get into a Law course plus is in UM somemore ..walao ... But deep within myself, I keep telling me to study hard and strive fore 4.0 in stpm. Would make that dream of my mum came into true and make them proud. After the STPM, though Im not sure 4.0 is still valid for me or had become an unrealistic dream, but the chances still there ~ Pray hard I guess XD

(My Aim)

Second thing that worth to mention- my prefect life =) Well, I think I'm such a lucky bastard that being choose as the Vice-Head prefect ~ This pose make my resume for applying anything become more valuable and even i got and extra 8 marks of co-curriculum ~ Not to mention that I'm given the school blazer to wear during assembly or any important day, I recalled that's been my dream to get myself one of these blazer and wear it under infront of the school's eyes. Well, that's really wish come true =) I been wear it in school official assembly every monday and walk around the student crowd and does my duty. Its really feel great to have wear that blazzer, kinda smart after wearing that blazzer, huhu ...eyes-catcher wei ~ I recall during the Duty on Report card days, this day I wear the Blazzer also, and its the day that parents and outsider comes into our school~ hoho, I duty in the front gate welcoming the visitor and provide them the info of the class arrangement and give instruction on the prefect's duty. Enough of the glory talk, now come to the fact's. That's right, as a prefect you have the power to make changes in school and have higher Ko-ko marks than others, but the efforts that you'd paid behind it are huge. The duty and the self-Image you have to keep are such a hassle. Daily duty routine is indeed easy, but when things comes into dealing with trouble student, its something else. Sometimes, you will feel like wanna beat down these student. Cause sometimes when they show disrepect on you and purposely lure you to fight with them. Aiks.....

After all, besides from these troublesome students problem, Its kinda Fun and enjoyable. Can learn many thing in the prefectorial board, as this board is the only official group that have its own protocol and rules. Whenever we handle any problems or even making a meeting among prefect, we must follow the protocol and cannot simply do. Learned many thing in handling the protocol. I recalled last time, Teeben, HuiNi and me will always have to attend meeting together with headmistress and teachers discussing matters regard to school. And all those activities that did with all the prefect like Sport-Check, Choir performance, Paint-the school, Marching, handle the assembly, Report-card day duty, daily duty, school gate duty etc ~ It might be tiring but worth to be done with you all. Another special thing as a prefect, this one must mention ! Which is our recess time after duty ~ The whole canteen only have the prefect and Kpj members, so we dont need to cramp in crowded and eat in noise. And sometimes, we did take extra time for our own recess ~ haha, taking time to enjoy the food and chatting with friends ~ Life easy =)

( Prefect last day)

Thirdly is about the Form6 life =) Different from back then when I'm form 5, we could had done many thing in a more different way. We have sufficient freedom to do what we want to do, dare to voice out and even question, but have the limitation of cause. Its the best year ever in secondary study, we had our study trip visit to parliament, chocolate factory, National muzium, PutraJaya, exhibition at UM etc ... Its was so fun, never been in so much of the school trip before that. The success of this trip is depends to our form 6 commitee also, their hardwork to prepare the letter, organize the trip, making the schedule, advised with teacher and all that, really appreciated their hard work. Well, nothing much to describe it in general, this form6 life is so special is because i have a bunch of you guys F6 friends =)

With you guyz with me in this F6 life, I never been feel bored, everyday were an excitement ~We were bunch of crazy gang always doing idiotic thing together~ These days with your all, really make up my day and cherish always=) Though Im from Ak1, but I always join u ak2 guys and tag along in every activity. We chat, we play, we laugh, we crazy together, make me felt like as if im too a member in Ak2 . Memories with you ak2 gang, will always stay with me, what we had done together are countless ~ We had Basketball, badminton, yamcha, Bbq, movie, sing K, after school lunch, pasar malam and many many thing else , memorable ;-) I recalled, everytime whenever we finish a test or a exam, that night we confirm will go to ' Hou Sek Tak ' for our feasting celebration, the experience were great, but felt kinda bored after going after the same place for many times ~ ( Memories with you guyz ak2 are too much too cramp in a single paragraph, so just an summary ;p )

Hmm... what else to mention ??? Oh, Taekwondo life again in this 2010. Actually this year is kinda successful for the club, out of sudden alots of new student joinning us in the beginning of the year. But wait, why out of sudden ? haha, Its not out of sudden ~ Its the hardwork result of our taekwondo team =) This year, we had done 3 demonstration performances. First was on school sports day at Stadium MPS, then was on the school assembly at tapak perhimpunan and last at Manjalara school. Been train and train for the demo performances. Just to mention on a piece of the past, during the first demo training, conflict does happen and makes some among us further away, but i think everything was alright now =) Back to topic, this year we were bless with chances to perform the demo on the schooling time infront of all the student, Its the rare chance we could get ~ Although the demo ain't perfect and far from flawless, but still its the best that you could expect from those junior, either do the senior does mistake too . Those newcomer have its quality too, their persistent attending the training, does make the club more lively =) Of cause, there were talent one among them, some day and some times when their time comes, they can be something else perhaps. The last year of me being a senior in the school club, I'd my best to give my advise and guide them already, so I guess my job done here~ hehe.... As for this year, i seldom join any sparring training or jogging session, i just some times goes to the general class helping and attend in demo practice . God bless me this year didnt have Mssd which i didnt have to crack my head to think over the matter on joining the fight or not. Dont want mention about that, so after all we as a big team now does have some activities to be done together other than training, which is like Annual party, school event and the demo practice. But, there still got some social gap between those senior and the junior~ dunno why lea ....haha

( Senior team a.k.a orang tua team)

( gao timm demo ady still have to worried on the prefect's thing )

( new girls' power in the club ..Lol... still far)

Haha ~ This time the post is really super long xp but who care ???

Next up, the most special event in 2010- The PROM 10. what so special about it ? because im the organiser mah ~ lol.... Actually in the beginning im just as a minor organiser responsible for the role on finding the Prom venue. Thus , my Job is just survey around asking price then decide the place. Sound easy right ? but soon after that, dunno why the heck, I had to intervene into the decision making for the Prom as I found that the current management were kinda poor ... So force to handle the major stuff of the prom, from venue to finance, then inviting guest, purchase stuff for prom, problem solver and so on .... Were in such headache to handle such hassle task. I admit the manging system we used to handle the prom was poor, thus putting everyone in difficulty, but after all the event was a success =)

Frankly, from the beginning I wasnt in such a voluntary to join in as a organizer for the Prom, but I join because of you. You joined the prom organizer too and handle the major role in handling the event schedule and planning. I wanna ease your burden, that's why i intervene and become more likely a leader in the organising group. Seeing you and ur teammate complaining this and that for the current management, making me cant just stand and watch the mis-going that going to happen. Thus, putting the burden on my shoulder in hope that could lift the burden from your shoulder. And because of this, I making myself encounter in those deep-shit crucial situation ~Well, it did settle at last, and proud that success in going through all these hassle =)

This night were so special for me, I had hold your hand and confess to you in front of everyone eyes, though it just for the sake of the event game .... I still remember before the prom start and we reached there earlier for decorating preparation. I had my plan that time ~ Plugging my phone on to the PA system, playing the song ' everytime we touch' and dim the light ~ and i start to approach you and hold onto both your hand asking for a dance ~ Such a given romantic scene ~ BUT .... you are so too inconsiderate lor , when the light dim and song played, you still keep on decorate the background -.- make me like so ' gak ang' pull you into a dance ~ somemore it doesnt consider a dance either, you were like a wooden trunk standing there shrink up and hard to move a inch .....aiks ..... after some attempt trying to bring you into dance move but fail, I gave it up ~.~ Overall I'd have fun in the night, after the end of the event , I felt like a huge huge burden being life off making me happy all night cant slept =)

(Picture of the night-The moment I wont forget)

Last one, is about you again. This whole year I spent with you, though its a fruitless end but at least I'm happy over the year and wont feel alone. The time with you, been sms-ing you whole day long and almost everyday and sometimes even calling chat for more than 1 hours ~ These experience were something that I didnt have last time. Accompany you wherever you wan to go and be your's very own driver =) For time being, I already treat you as if you are my girl but not in the other way round though. Well, nevermind, its the sacrifices that i willing to pay for waiting you always =) There still many memorable moment I been went through with you that I couldnt describe all. Up until now, whenever i went to some places and even somethings, unconsciously I will think of you ~ Hmm.... I'm already didnt sad when I wrote this post, cheers =)

"Life's goes on"

In this very end, I could conclude that my 2010 is so much colourful and never been bored~ Hardwork, friendship, joyness, love, achievement, social and so many more I get in this year, its the BEST year, but 2011 will be better ! huhu ~

Cheers everyone =)

Yet another working day.

2010-12-30T23:23:00.002+08:00

Well, this will be the second last post before 2011, after this post im gonna write a review of my 2010, excited-nya ~

Been work for 2 weeks, have a mix feeling about it . First was about the time passes kinda fast, everyday doing the same routine ( though the task were different everyday and tougher). Morning reached office will waiting for the recess time , then after recess time will pending off from work at 5.30. I found that it is kinda lifeless if everyday after i went home take my dinner then spend the rest of the night infront of the Netbook. Gosh, life like this is real meaningless, so now i rather spend myself out to training during night or even yamcha with friends. Although having activities after back from work is really tiring and time pass even faster , but at least im alive =D

Second, today both my department head, my manager and even my mentor taking their leave. That's mean today Im going to work at my own order, do what Im suppose to do and without guidance ~ If for last week, my manager confirm will drop a note or even email listing everything that what im suppose to do in that day if she not around. But for today, there's are no note for me ~ haha.... because beforehand I'd told my manager and offer what Im going to do today,so she wont have to list down the workload for me ~ I already knew what is my job scope, what should I do and how to do it =)

Third, Im very lonely and boring. Undeniable, my working surrounding is very good and challenging and I like it , but there was one thing .... The age gap between me and those workmate is kinda big. Though its doesnt affect the working co-operation, but in term of social ....haha...big problem ..... So, I will be all lonely during the recess time , walking around the Shopping Mall and take my lunch alone. Frankly to say , the time alone is killing-me-slow..I could had finished my lunch then take a round walk in the mall and the shoplot , but hey, it just take me not more than half an hour..... So after all i could just went back to office and start my again....

Fourth is , the best thing as tesco staff =) I could get a special offer price for the membership in Celebrity Fitness ( GYM ) ~ Yay , I had sign up for that. Starting JANUARY i will intensively train myself before the CNY ..Lol ... I really want to make differences over myself...Grr....

Erm ..... I think I will end it right here, cause Its already damn long-winded and not mention the language, style and structure are different from usual and its very boring ..... What the hell lea , It's not like my usual writing style ..... no mood to write jor ....

写不完的事

2010-12-29T23:14:00.002+08:00

哈哈

现在才发现，我与你的故事是写不完得。。。

突然很想写出我和你的种种一切

写着写着~

一幕幕的回忆一涌而来

真怀念~

发现这一编故事，

是真的很长，写不完。。。

原来这一路走来，也很漫长~

虽然结局不如童话故事般美满下常，

但我还是会一点一点的把它写完，

回忆这些感觉，告述自己这些感觉不是虚伪的，

是真实的，是用真心负出过的=)

Xmas eve 2010 .

2010-12-27T16:03:00.002+08:00

Its Monday now , so lazy to update blogger yet i do have many thing to shout out at here ....

Today Im free of work due to the Company replacement holiday for Xmas , how nice is it =)

Well , let's remark on my Xmas eve this year .

The eve was on last Friday , a working day for me as well .

As expected from the Xmas eve , many ppl talking leave and my manager on leave too ..huhu

The whole day been wait for the 5.30pm , but i still filled with lots of unfinished work , at last I did back home at 6pm . Omg, as i drive my car out of that building, the Jam were terrible , lots of car heading to celebration perhaps ... In such crowd timing , yet the traffic light going through malfuntion , making the situation lagi worst ....

This night , I celebrated it with my sibling .

We three sibling had our great feast at Station One, not bad after all =)

Then we went to DPC for a walk , felt the crowd atmosphere .

We sat at there had our chat, enjoy the time under the eve of Xmas .

That's all for my Xmas eve .

*Something in my memory keep remind me of you again .

It was at last year Xmas eve , though I alone at house and none celebration ,

but i'd still have you accompany me over the phone pass through the Eve .

Making me feels nostalgic, wonder how were your Xmas eve been through .

Without you

2010-12-25T01:37:00.002+08:00

Well, this is a song from Hinder .

Like this song so much .

But it reminds me of you ...

Without You

I just wanna be alone tonight

I just wanna take a little breather

Cause lately what we do is fight

And everytime it cuts me deeper....

Cause something's changed

you've been acting so strange

and it taking it toll's on me

Its safe to say that Im ready to let you leave

Without you , I live it up a little more everyday

Without you , I seeing myself so differently

I didnt wanna believe it then

but it all work out in the end

When I watched you walk away

Well i never thought I'd say

Im fine

without you

( Damn, its Xmas now , why im writing this kind of post ...)

Quote of Xmas 2010 .

2010-12-25T01:33:00.000+08:00

A very nice quote by willie ,

“Friends will keep you sane, Love could fill your heart, A lover can warm your bed, But lonely is the soul without a mate.”

Time Pass ...

2010-12-23T20:20:00.002+08:00

Time passes very fast, been work for 4 days already , start used to the working life .

Meanwhile also used to the life without sms-ing and calling you ..,

My phone no longer sounded the messages tunes ,

the credit no longer have its purpose -.-

So miss the day which I shared everything of my life with you ,

but now .... Nor Im happy, stress, or sad, dun feel like tell anyone anymore .

Wonder how were your life now ....

Anyway , back to topic .

The forth day work in the Leasing Mall department .

Today felt happy , cause done the task given by Boss ~

At first i were going through hassle completing the task ,

anyhow , when i found the way , manyak cepat oo ~

Then I proceed to doing others task ...

Yay , finally I could start involving in Writing the Renewal letter ,

It was Fun , cause finally i could involve in the leasing task

and not just doing the admin task ( bored but conventional xp) ....

Day by day picking up the work little by little ...

Hope not long in time , I could be handle more on the leasing task,

so that i will be treat more importantly and being look up ~

Now im in the lowest of the food chain , I wanna bring myself up higher !

I wanna achieve more , dun wan be just a mere assistant for the rest 6 month .

Im willing to do more than what an assistant does ,

wanna to be treat like a' Nakama' handling more crucial stuff ~

Hope i can achieve that in 6 month =)

Working life

2010-12-20T20:16:00.002+08:00

hmm...sorry on the recent post which is so kinda in Love-sick .

Anyway , life's still goes on =)

Just to catch up abit on the last Sunday ,

It was my sis and Ah Shuan Birthday celebration .

A Birthday+ Christmas party held altogether in my cousin house .

This time , we called an SteamBoat Car here , all for us XD

Eat till so full ~

My cousin had stock up pile of Red wine , beers and liquor for us ...

She even prepared us the Bombay Sapphire(47% alcohol) + Lemonade ~

Drank a lot that night , so fond of it ~

Beside wanna prove that whether Liquor can really cure Bad Mood .

Well , I'd get happy for a moment , then slept with headache =.-

As for today , start my work .

Report in the Tesco Head Office as Leasing Administration Assistant .

For the whole day , been sit there and read through all the material on Leasing .

First was the Manager who brief me , then by a senior staff .

Both the boss and the staff there were so nice , very friendly =)

The time there are flexible , I even take extra rest time xp

Learn many thing about Retail Leasing , stuck in my head ....

Tml when my desk is boot up with utilities , gonna practically done what I had learn .

Before off from the office , had a meeting with my boss again .

This time , is to test me on what I had been learn today ...LOL

Present all I had learn , then the boss put in extra info again ~

Gotta used to it , gotta learn it all asap , gotta pick up the work ,

I wanna show that I can do more than expectation ! chiong ~

Its the End

2010-12-18T17:21:00.002+08:00

(17th December 2010)

Finally , the answer Im been wishing for all this time ... I got it .

It was during last night , I sms her asking her thought after reading my post

But the messaging stopped half way , she didnt answer it .

Waiting all along , 12am pass ....1am pass ....almost 2 am ....

As I'm waiting there for the last crucial answer ,

my dear ah lui ( Ting ) had chat with me at FB there .

It was the first time , I disclosed my relationship problem to someone else ....

felt relieved after spitted it out ...

This night , I had my Tear's Drop...because thinking of you , all about you .

Reluctantly thinking of the worst answer I could get ....

Its the morning , make decision to pursue for the answer ...I called her

Found that ytd night she wasnt sleeping half way during the messaging

Perhaps she were thinking of the answer ? I dunno ....

Later on , she message me the answer ....

This time she sure , not like the first time

*Dun wan to disclosed the content , I guess I'll take it as a reject.

Indeed , its the end of this relationship for 1 and a half years .

For this long I been stay in the Grey Border ,

trying my best ,

Doing my best ,

Give my best ,

and Loved you ...

But i guess It wasn't enough .....

How about be a friend ?

I dunno ...... Because I loved you so much yet being hurt so much ...

A person to hate ?

No .... I wont hate you , because I loved you so much .

There are things I regret , i couldn't had said I love you in person ,

i couldn't had cross my finger with you , couldn't had hug you tight like no tml ...

and so much thing I dreamt of to be done it with you .....

You were once asked me , what is my Birthday wishes ?

But I nvr told you , i told you Its just the same wish for my 18th and 19th .

Yes , its the same wish .... 'To be with You'

Well , Its the End of the story , I dun want you to keep apologizing to me ,

I wont angry with you as its what I had always been promised with you .

And its not like the wrong of either me or you ,

I'm very well understand that Love isnt something that u could get with just hardwork .

PS* For those who read at this post , read it , understand it and enjoy,

Then forget about it , Dun ever mention it in front of Me . Thx .

Cant smile .

2010-12-17T00:06:00.003+08:00

Just back from a BBQ party , supposedly i should be happy right now ...

But , I just cant smile ...

After all the deed , im still no difference than others .

A thought repeatedly fluxing in my mind , urge me to make that decision ,

' To Ended it , or to get the answer even it shall make loss of everything '

I dun wan to wait anymore , I need an answer , I dun wan stay in the Grey Border .

Interview and the Job .

2010-12-15T23:56:00.002+08:00

Yay , Im hired .

As mention earlier in the previous post , Im been Job hunting after finish the STPM .

And I saw the bill for the HR assistant at Tesco kepong , which is so near my house .

Then I sent out my CV through Email and apply via Job street .

Just the next day , I received an call asking me go for a interview .

So glad that im being shortlisted .

At the interview day which is today , tidy up myself in formal attire ,

and head to the office 30 minutes earlier , maybe im nervous ? haha ~

Never thought of the Office there would be such spacious, well organize and harmony environment , as expect from a Multi-National company .

While I were sitting there waiting , saw many people walking in and out of the office busily ,

and I could sense that some of them are totally in different level in the organisation ,

people tend to follow his/her footstep , listening to their order ,

and the security guard even open the door for these ppl ~ ( High Rank Executive perhaps ?)

Interesting =)

Starting to get a grasp on the corporate environment, sound good to me .

At that moment, i were thinking how good is it if I could join this large Family =)

Call into the Interview by the Head of Leasing Mall .

He is a very interesting person, kind, friendly and helpful .

Have some conversation in the meeting room , and being brief on my Job Spec.

The post im being offer isnt the HR assistant ,

but an Assistant under the Leasing mall Department .

Quite a challenging job , have to learn on the paper work and dealing with ppl ~

Well , im happy with it , cause i could get many new experience on it :D

Got call from that person not long after I back home ,

Im hired =)

Anyhow , its a new chapter of life , Stpm life ending and the starting of working life .

Hope I could cope up with that Job and does up to expectation .

Need to learn learn learn and learn .

Rojak Again .

2010-12-13T21:36:00.002+08:00

Damn , starting to feel busy again after 1 week of rest =)

As for this post , will be kinda rojak , not time for writing the post tittle by title .

Just got 2 thing to mention today .

First thing , i bought my Ipod ~

Finally i take the decision to get myself an Ipod as a present for myself .

Before Exam , i were thought of buying an Iphone4 or Htc .

But then i couldnt get over myself with the exorbitant price , thus came to the resolved.

I bought a 32GB Ipod touch at Mac city One utama . ( Ate Subway that day xp)

At first , been trouble by the 'credit card' registration for itune , but then solved =)

Then , the steep learning curve for syncing the Itune and Ipod at the first time .

After all , oh my ~ perfect device as personal gadget,

synchronize is easy , usage is easy yet enjoyable , surfing net checking email fb is flawless ~

making life easier and fun , love it so much ~

Second thing , about working .

These few day been start busying on searching job on jobstreet ,

writing resume , cover letter , post my resume on Jobstreet etc .

Out of sudden , got one employer call me and offer me job on Telesales .

Salary were kinda good , off on weekend , transportation easy etc ....

But then saw a vacancy post on Jobstreet - HR asistant from Tesco , Kepong .

Omg , how nice is it , so near my house and the salary doesn't seem to be less either .

Then rushing on my resume again and sent to the employer .

Gonna try apply on this Job first .

That's how my Sunday and Monday been through , nitez =)

Day after Exam

2010-12-11T14:51:00.002+08:00

There are a plan going on this entire week and the coming days after the Exam . Everyday been discipline myself and work out for this plan ~ Been go for Pwtc motor show with bro , movie with sis , yamcha with yeong loong , gathering with classmate , jogging and gym session . Felt productive everyday . Enjoy for awhile more till next week i think i shall move on for the Job Hunting .

Just complete writing my resume yesterday , after next week will start seeking for a job . Wanna find a administrative kind of job , coz wanna experience the this kind of conventional job , see whether it really reflect on my career test before .

Life still going on after the exam , just feel abit boring and lonely .

Miss the school life very much =)

Am i so old water ?!

2010-12-08T09:45:00.002+08:00

This morning went for a few round jog at garden near my house .

Very long time didnt jogging , stamina lost .

Last time i use to jog 10 round then sprint 1 round ,

now jog 4 round sprint 1/4 round -.-

Oh my Goodness ....

Anyway , after my jog i had my rest at the playground.

There was one small kid there , playing badminton alone .

Then he approach me.

Kid : ' UNCLE , you want play badminton with me ? '

Me : ' Har .... You call me what ? Uncle ? '

Kid : 'You marry ady ar ?'

Me : 'No wor ... I got that old meh...'

Kid : 'you look OLD ...hehe

Me : ' Haha -.-lll '

The End .

2010-12-06T19:34:00.004+08:00

Finally, is the end of my STPM, which also represent my high school life come to an end. Today PA1 paper were kinda easy for me, cause quite similar with those past year question, I had aim for the past year question repeatedly doing the question over and over again, so i think this paper i could score above average =)

Beside that , a 2 hour paper , i manage to finish it up in 1 hour , left another hour day dreaming . But wait , this last hour for me could be my last hour in this school , so i been looking around and flashing back those past memory in this school ~ Oh my ~By the clock's end , i were extremely relieved , as the teacher collected my paper , I shouted in joy and even jumping around ! haha .... too excited ~The Long-hold burden of Exam on my shoulder lift off...felt like in seventh heaven .

Somehow after the exam I didnt really feel happy , just the smile at the face cover it all up . I realize and knew something ...Hate It ! but that was just my own thought and feeling ....My mind were full with that hatred and uneasy emotional thought ,along the way my mum fetch me home , i didnt speak much , kept silent .I cant stop the repetition of that thought in my mind ....As i get home , i knew i would be restless without some kind of release I had a change then head out for gym session .Working out myself there , felt relieved, temporary the mind were free from this thought .

Then at night , went for movie ' Rapunzel ' at MBO tesco kepong.

Good movie , indulging myself in this fairytail-kind of movie , like that little ' Pascal' so much =D

Last paper

2010-12-03T23:31:00.002+08:00

Yay , its the last paper ~ excited .

Im too over with the joy , cant focus on the study ! grr.....

So relax as if the exam is over ady ....

Hmm .... have to restart the engine , head for the final push in these two day .

AS for tonight , let's call it far a day ( actually today should start the final push ady ) .

Pa1 , im coming for yah ~

The strategy

-read through the dasar-dasar

-Exercise intensif

-take past year question and all the school exam paper as reference.

telling myself , i can do it ! Last push , gogogo ~

I Love my Parent

2010-12-02T13:32:00.003+08:00

They are very supportive and care for us ,

just they didnt say it out ,

Instead

They prove it with action .

They prepare us with everything ,

even plan what's gonna happen in future ,

but they never force us to follow ,

They let us choose the path we want .

They let off our hand step by step ,

give us spaces to growth ,

to fall to learn and standing back ourselves .

They give us freedom ,

never restrict us from doing what we want ,

and what we thought is right ,

anyhow they still support us .

Thus ,

We learn to appreciate ,

learn not to be demanding ,

learn to do thing ourselves interdependently ,

learn to do what is right and do it right ,

and never let them worries for us .

'They are the Best"

Last day of November

2010-11-30T22:26:00.002+08:00

So fast huh , it just like the beginning of the stpm was just happened yesterday .

Today , finished up pp2 paper . Omg , out of all the paper , this was the easiest one , unexpected xp

So now , left 2 more papers till the end of my stpm .

Left Sejarah Asia and Pa1 . Supposedly i should be studying sejarah asia for now since it got lots of thing to memorize .... but , i felt tired , mentally and physically . Not willing to look at the book ... for now ... I guess will have to procrastinate this task to tomorrow .

Its the last day of November , and the lovely December is coming in . But wait , what so good on December which make it a lovely and excited month? Perhaps the christmas and new year eve ? Well , for a guy like me who didnt really celebrate the joy of christmas and the new year eve , this month did not seem to be any special for me , still single and lonely .

Should enjoyed myself to the max after the exam , then should start Job Hunting . Been wander for a office type of job or admin job , so that i could learn from doing the job and not just being a promoter all the time .

Need to learn , to gain skill , to added-value .

Slacking

2010-11-27T13:42:00.002+08:00

Oh my .... its Saturday now , and im still carefree-ing blogging , fb here ..haha .Over relax already , i still have another 4 more paper to go , but the mind's engine just not going to start up , keep telling me relax lah bit ....LOL ..haiz ..... Push push psuh , last 4 ;)

Finish of a disastrous day ~

2010-11-25T19:10:00.002+08:00

Feel so much relieved now , yesterday night till this morning , i cant really smile or talk to anyone else , cause the head is over stuff by the the history thingy yet at the end still cant mange to cover up all . The paper was tough , what we focus on aint come out , all is those weird quesstion that we seldom encounter . Nevertheless , i still finished up to 95 percent of the paper and the left out due to the insufficient of time . Well , still acceptable =)

After the first paper , start spot the smilling face on the classmates , everyone is relieved , even though the paper is kinda tough ~As for the next paper , is the Micro economy . i wonder , why im very relax ! start making joke and laughter around friends seemingly not fear for the coming paper ..haha . Revise for a bit , then exam ! Quite confident for this paper , even though last night didnt revise for this subject , but the knowledge is inside the head already ( Thx to Sam =) ..And the result is , the paper is kinda weird also , or should say is very weird , not like the usual style the question should come up , but still ok for me . Mou man dai ~ HAHA

Tonight , I dun care ! I wan to rest , dun wan book for today ! Chiill =)

Just a dream

2010-11-24T13:22:00.002+08:00

This song make my day ~ ' Just a dream ' - cover by sam and christiana .

~ I was thinking bout you , thinking bout me , thinking us , wat we gonna be ~

~open my eyes , and it was just a dream ~

Finish pp1 this morning ~ no problem ~ haha =)

The head was like gonna burst out due to to over-cramp of memories ~

Nevertheless , today will gonna be worst still ...

Tml two papers come in a rows ... Islamic civilization +World civilization and Microeconomy !

The first wave

2010-11-23T23:59:00.002+08:00

Its midnite now , and i guess its consider the second day of stpm . I just finish cover up the pp1 syllabus , this is the first i read through and memories the entire book in just half day ~ LOL

Lucky i had done earlier preparation for pp1 , so revise the entire book isnt much a hassle =)

As for today pa2 exam , well still okok , just that the second essey i dunno what point i could wrote for that , so just simply using my ' common sense' ... and the other parts are just moderate =)

*Sad to say , today i realize something and almost spoiled my exam mood ....

sometime to emo about , the heart feel pain as i think about it ...

But , i keep telling mself , its the big day , there aint no spare time for such emo thinking !